x lover's alibi.

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2009-02-16T19:33:00.003+08:00

I reactivated my Livejournal.

If you still haven't, add me up, 'll be glad to accept your friend req.
Charis especially, i won't let your Livejournal account go to waste like before.
:P love.

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2009-02-15T17:34:00.001+08:00

My tenants made fried dumplings for me!
Yumyumz! :) :) hehe.

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Scorpio (Oct 23 - Nov 21)[?]

The Bottom Line

Take one more look at a situation that has been confusing you. You'll get it today.

In Detail

Today is the perfect day to take one more look at a situation that has been confusing you. After reviewing your notes and thinking hard about who the main players are, you should suddenly see a clear path. Your vision was clouded before because so much of your heart was involved. And while it's good to be passionate, you have to be logical, too. You have to go where the facts tell you to go. It's not always the most romantic route, but it's usually the best one.

Hmmmmmmmm..
Well, what do you think?

Sucks to be broke(n)

2009-02-15T16:03:00.003+08:00

La-la-laaa.

The BBQ was.. One of a kind :) hehe.
I experienced the group's bond again.
That was worth shit-load!

I'm not involved in any loveshit with maomao laaah :(
Only lovers are allowed to spend the day together on vday meh.
It has been so long since i have been under the shadow of an older brother.
And it feels great when in exchange from all the love around.

Anw, there was this part of the movie ystd.
Where Fann Wong greeted her soft toys when she woke up.
She said: "毛毛，你也早啊！"
And it was a toy monkey! We LAUGHED like mad :P

And i wonder why i didn't get those cotton candy at the night market ystd..
Wlao, regret siaaa, lol.

Okay, TAG REPLIES :)

Shuwen - See lah, choose JC...... :P I'm in RP, Business Info Syst :)

Wendy - Whoa, so cool, i want digital SLR also! Hahaa x)

Yankai - I'll tell you what's next! You got drunk and i almost got drunk too! Haha!

Charis - Never con you :( It's 3 sentences! Not 2 :P I miss you laaah, let's go out soon. But i'm on a TIGHT budget, seriously tight like no shit. But we'll still meet up, idc!

Junsi - I meant your quotes are from the twilight series, meaning new moon as well. Haha. Well, can use them in compositions meh? It sounds like Old English eh. But way cool :D

Youfeng - HI! :D :D I want crabsticks :) :)

Valentines '09

2009-02-15T00:27:00.002+08:00

What a Valentines it was..

I met maomao at Eunos MRT very early in the morning, like.. 11am? Lol.
We ended up with nowhere to go because our initial plan to visit some schools foiled.
Decided to go to Tampines Mall for early lunch and we talked a lot about his past.
Then we bought tickets for The Wedding Game that was scheduled to show at 9.05pm.
Afterwhich, we went to Tanah Merah. Took a bus to somewhere for his haircut.
He played with my phone's marble game. He totally shrunk by at least a good 18 years!
He was like some kid, more kiddish than i ever thought he could be. Lol.
The bus ride was so long! >:( his haircut was longer. Grrrrr. While waiting, i watched Step Up 2 on my phone.
We took a bus to Orchard to waste time. Lol, worst idea of his, ever!
It was filled with people, a few couples only, the rest are singles -- having just another day out i guess..
Then we saw a lot of people selling roses! 9$ PER STALK!! Like wtf? Hahaha :X
After that we took the MRT to paya lebar. Something frikkin' funny happened. But i cannot blog it out :/
Then we walked to his house. Helped him sync his iPod. And surfed the net. While he slept like a log! ._.
Woke him up at 7.30pm to go for the movie. We were on time; luckily.
I wonder why he chose this movie when he knew that both he and i hate romance flicks atm.
But it was a pleasant movie. Funny and entertaining. :)
After the movie we took a bus back, the last one i think, lol.

I'm blogging on my phone's wi-fi. And my phone is low on battery!
That's all until i feel like blogging again :) bye!

Satisfaction.

2009-02-11T22:34:00.002+08:00

Byebye F480!
You are shitass lousy, and i wonder why's everyone gettin' it.

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You can have everything else back, but your heart stays.

Raw?

2009-02-10T17:18:00.002+08:00

Or with a kiss of lemon?

Out of the box

2009-02-10T00:16:00.003+08:00

Maomao took me out today and we went to Malaysia!
First time out of the country without my mom.
And it just shows that she trusts him more than any guy in my life.

Malaysia>McD's>Chit-chat>Exploring>Movie>Starbucks>Singapore>His Godfather's house>Home.

Not really in the mood to elaborate.
But it was a fun day in Malaysia.
And there's definitely more to come!

He called me just now. And he said these:

“你懂刚才我在做梦吗？
我梦到我在开 lamborghini leh！开开心心的要出去，突然有音乐.
越听越熟.. 原来是电话响！我看到你的 sms 我就马上爬起来，打电话给你！
特地为你起来 leh.. 牺牲有多大你懂吗？”

Well...
谢谢你啦，冒牌的老公！
陪了我一天后，半夜还不能好好睡！
辛苦你了，嘻嘻~

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I love you.
Do you think it is a lie?

A different circle

2009-02-07T01:40:00.002+08:00

Yankai - Yes, see you soon, i wonder when because we never really go out anymore! Hahahahahaha.

Shuwen - When will you ever get sick of praising yourself? :/ It's scary yo. Anyway, when are we going for sushi together again? Like with Dawn also. Hehehe >:)

Xuleng - Okay lor. Pray for you. The 9th is coming! And i cannot wait to see if i'm going to feel excited or turned off for school. :D :D

Charis - Mixed blood pwnz anyhow!! You should've appealed for RP, i told you i told you i told you i told you!! Nyeh nyehhhhhh. No time to regret, however, you can come and visit me everyday... I don't mind :P :P HAHA!

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NOTE2SELF: It's time to do some intensive shopping.
NOTE3SELF: ~~Or maybe just get a new phone.~~ No, i will not! :/
NOTE4SELF: Time to seriously sleep earlier.
NOTE5SELF: And actually do something productive in the afternoon.
NOTE6SELF: Love WTK more but < TAI. :D :D

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2009-02-06T03:23:00.003+08:00

Bryan - See you in school then :D :D

Charis - RP 'cause it has Sakae Sushi at Causeway Point which is only 400m away and you're COMING to meet me after my school, thrice every week to have awesome dinner with me!! HAHAHA. Actually, it's because it is HUGE, and there won't be that much of the smartass people fighting for a place with you to U as compared to other Polytechnics. AND, i heard that you get 1400$ if you enter a Polytechnic, any Polytechnic. Whats there to lose?! Hehe. You know i love you :D :D

Weilin - I certainly don't love my course! Lol. See you in school too then :) :)

Xuleng - You still in KL? I hope you get into the course of your choice thennnn :D hehe. If not, i'll get to see you in school everyday! HAHA. So i think... You better not get your choice :P :P

Shuwen - I DID, duh! Who can not miss your act-cuteness! Hope you're doing well in SRJC. And how long have you been reading my blog and not tagging?! >:(

Charis - HAHA, awww. I still miss you the most, don't have to feel jealous okay! :P :P Meet up next week for sushi, want anotttttttt! I'm craving for it like a drug addict :X then we can head over to Starbucks for susu-goodness. And Apple Snapple Snapple Apple :D :D WHAT A PLAN!!! :P :P

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2009-02-03T06:37:00.002+08:00

I ALMOST FORGOT~
BABY HAS SHORT HAIR!!
:P :P

Cherries sweat blood

2009-02-03T06:00:00.003+08:00

I shouldn't be posting here...
But i'm truly sorry, dear, i just can't sleeeeeeeeep!
>:)

Hehe, so anyway, being the fickle-minded me...
I've changed my courses to appeal for the 3rd, and i guess, the final time.
I've chosen Business related courses because i'm thinking of U in advance.
Although i can't really commit to the get-into-U idea and i'm frikkin' lazy..
And it-is-just-like-another-holiday-in-that-school idea is also eating into me..
But i should at least try, given the fact that i really need to enter U.
And Dearest will be entering U too when he's out of NS :D
Also.. Cody and Cheewai are already in the course.
Yuecheng and i are appealing. Let us in, pleaseeeeeeeee.
Cody already has the meet-at-bedok-before-school,
And the cab-home-together-after-school idea.
Cab fare from school to Bedok divided by 4.

Cool shiatzxs.

Idw to be lonely in that school, and i'm not good with making new friends!
So, PLEASE, don't separate me from themmmmm.
Have at least one person with me, like Benjamin -- if i get into the IT course.
I put the IT course as my 1st choice 'cause of photography! But... I still changed my mind :/
Sorry, Benjamin, for not putting that choice as the 1st, but my future is at stake.
And you tricked me into believing that you got into TP because of Basketball!
(No link, just saying for the sake of it! :P)
Still, i'd rather a business course, for now. Idw to be fickle-minded about this anymore!
I can't wait for 9th Feb too, very excited yet VERY afraid of the results..

One more thing..
I DON'T WANT BIOMEDICAL ELECTRONICS LAH!!! >:(
How on God's green Earth do you want me to study about machines?!
I've heard that several people (mainly girls) got posted to Engineering School(s).
I am a girl, and Engineering School is not my cup of teaaaaa!!

(sidetrack) XULENG! WHAT DID YOU APPEAL FOR? (/sidetrack)

I really want to feel oh-so-excited to join the new school..
But i can't really help it when it's... SO FAAAR AWAY!
If school really starts at 8, i think i need to wake up at like..
FRIKKIN' FIVE THIRTY?!

Bear with me..
I'm still learning to love that school, the people, the system, the... Everything.
Although i am still ranting, i really really want to love my new school.
And in time, I WILL :)

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Tag Replies! :)

Charis - Oi, CNY over liao, when are we meeting! IMYSM LEH! :(
Yankai - Taaagged you back already! Hehe.
Weishen - Relinked! :D
Youfeng - Yo, taaagged you back already!
Celeste Koh - Hehe. Sorry eh! We can talk about it anytime~
Celeste Ho - Thanks! :) Tagged you back already.
Raymond - <3 <3! I'm missing your long hair, like now! :P
Leongbing - Thanks, and yeah, long time no chat already :)

Through thick and thin

2009-02-01T02:21:00.007+08:00

I woke up this morning, and dearest was falling asleep while sitting next to my bed.
With several attempts that he made to wake me up, he kind of failed very badly :P
When i finally woke up, we just laze around until we feel like eating our lunch/dinner.
After eating, we watched a Taiwanese drama. And he complained that he was hungry.
So we ordered McD's back. We were feeling SO lazy today, idk why also.
We watched The Haunted Mansion on Channel 5, while having our dinner together.
We continued to watch TV until he decided to go home, although reluctantly, haha!

After he left, i went online, and talked to a lot of people, regarding the JAE Appeal.
The more people i talk to, the more confused i got, sigh, i wanted to dieeeee.
I was so lost, and unsure of what to do, i cried in the face of stress and fear..
Dearest got a little worried, and offered to come and look for me, like immediately.
But it was like almost 3 AM already, so i told him not to and it's the thought that counts.
Right? :)

Today was such a lazy day, and tomorrow theres work, sighhhh~

And thanks baby, for the flowers and your handwritten, lovely longlonglong love letter! :)
It's just every little thing you do, i can't help but love you more.
This is so special, although you sort of played cheat, but it is alright, i still love you as much/more.
Of course the 31st of December can never be a better date to have met someone like you.
And i will never forget, not even a single detail of what has happened that night.

:) Cheryl is made a happy girl by the silly, very silly, Raymond!

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When i thought i had everything figured out..
When i thought i had the confidence to face my future..
When i thought i had enough courage to step forward..

I'd crumble at the fear that sets in whenever i think about what lies ahead of me..

But he stood by me, looked through the courses again with me, and gave me advices.
We considered almost every possible factor, even SIM, and now we've reached a decision.
Thanks, dearest, i wouldn't have known what to do without you, i love you :) :)
Those efforts of yours that pulled me through from time to time, thank you so much.
Now that you're in my life, idk who to thank, who made you appear in my life, who called for you.
You're so amazing, that i am speechless, and i can't help but fall deeper at a faster rate.

With you always there for me, staying by my side, keeping me going, pushing me further.
Encouraging me and always assuring me that we'll make it through, whatever it is, together.
Should i be thankful, or thankful? Should i feel the most fortunate, or the most fortunate? :)

I need to emphasize something: I love you so.. SO much.

LOOOOOOK AT THE TIME!

2009-01-31T05:16:00.003+08:00

He is watching Whose Line Is It Anyway. I'm blogging. We're wasting time.
He is bored. I am bored. We're typing nonsense to each other on MSN.
He can't sleep. I can't sleep. We're so awake and we don't know why.

If you round it up, it has been about 31 days already.
That is like.. So. Long. Liao. Lor. :P Time flies, or flies!! >:)
(Just joking about the having met for very long part)
Maybe we're too excited to meet up tomorrow, thats why we can't sleep.
We're noob-shiatszxsxz, never fall in love before, thats why so excited (JOKING!)
Can we like fast forward the next 8 hours?! >:(

I MISS YOUUUUUUU!!

Rawr.

Approximately

2009-01-31T02:52:00.004+08:00

It has been some time since i've showed you people some.. Charis' Creations! :P
Oi, damn cute, i swear, i miss you so much ah, lengluizsx!!

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LAST DAY AT WORK (290109) AND IT IS OVERRRRR (jumps jumps!)
I felt very sad, when the chief told me she couldn't bear to let me go! :(
Still.. I had to go, because of some evil biatch, afraid that i'll snatch her secret love.
Hahahahahaaa, long story, lazy to elaborate. But i'm going back there to work!
As another position.. Working ALONGSIDE her secret love. Lalalalaaaaa!
Is this what people always say... Karma? :)

More importantly, Raymond came over this morning/afternoon! :)
He came over so that we can check my JAE posting together.
I was too nervous to check on my own, cause i didn't receive any text message..
Aiyaa, sad, okay. I have Yuecheng and Benjamin Kou with me though.
Dearest settled me down to really think about appealing and stuff, and he dried my hair for me :)
It's my last resort.. And since Dearest said that it's better to go into a Poly than ITE.
So i settled for that school. And i made Yuecheng appeal for the same course as me, HEHE.
After that, Dearest waited, waited, and waited for me to get ready before we left for our dinner!
We went to buy tickets for Love Matters and went for our dinner at Yoshinoyaaa :D :D
Their popcorn sucks. :/ and the movie today.. Was alright. Not that bad at all.
Hahaha, well.. What really matters is spending time with my wupeiqianggg :P hehe.
And... He bought the first 2 books of the Twilight series, for his collection and for us to read! :)

Tomorrow is our day of rest, together! :)
DVD/VCDs playback and just lazing around to watch.
Then gettin' dinner, and simply spending time together...
THIS IS LIFE :D

It has been approximately -- roughly..
724 hours and 57 minutes since we first met.
And so much love :)

Final moments

2009-01-29T02:37:00.003+08:00

Work: Average.

And tomorrow is my last day at work!
I will definitely miss the people working there!
So sudden right? (sigh) I'm a little reluctant, actually..
I hope we can stay in contact, hehe, although they speak awesome chinese.
So awesome that i can't understand at times... They even text in chinese! Cheeeeeeenaz.
Hahahahahaha, but it's them whom made my month in the mart enjoyable! :D
Well..... This also means more time for Raymond! :D
And also more time for Charis! OMGISHITASSMISSYOUSOMUCHLOR!
And and and.. Those people whom have been waiting for my off-day(s)!
:D :D :D wlao, happy or happy?!

I cannot wait for the sleep-like-a-log-until-i-feel-like-waking-up days.
I need that kind of sleep, since i've been so deprived of sleep for the past MONTH.
Yeahhhh. And it wouldn't be him waiting for me, but me waiting for him!
Excited or excited?! And pay day is coming, plus time to spend money! Woooo!
I want a new laptop/phone (iphone!!!!!!). I need to shop! >:)
But i've got a feeling i'll save up my money instead of wasting 'em away in a day.
Sounds like a great idea, i hope i keep to it, i really hope :P

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That silly boy fell asleep while studying for his test tomorrow.
He must be tired.. :/ Polytechnic life isn't easy ehhh.
Although it's a minor test tomorrow, he still stayed up to study.
One word: Hardworking! :) you deserve the reward/compensation you'd always ask for.
I would've been physically there with you if i could've.
At least i'm staying up with you, trying to keep you awake... Hehe.

My noob, my retard, my silly, my dear, my baby, my dearest.
I miss you so much, my superhuman!

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Windows Live Messenger is taking YEARS to install.
This. Sucks. Rawr.

With your arms around me

2009-01-28T01:56:00.004+08:00

Today i went for reunion dinner @ my father's side.

Without him around, ironic eh? Haha.
My momma didn't wanna attend also, sigh.
So i went with Raymond. :) and met my sister there.
He took out all his piercings, and it sort of couldn't be placed back.
We ate, and talk, and got red packets, basically all that's about CNY.
After eating, we went over to Raymond's.
He tried to salvage his piercings, but it failed, so he only kept 1.
I'm sorry dear, beacuse of me, you had to remove 3 out of 4 of your piercings.
It did look nice on you, but you look better without 'em! :) :)

Then we took photos with his MacBook's Photobooth.

I love the photos we took today, it looked really great.

I also love baby dressed in blue at times instead of the usual black!

I bet he looks good in red tooooooo. Hehe.

Then he sent us home at around 10+ and he stayed for a while.

We were watching Campus Shrewd/Miss No Good because of my mom.

He also peeled oranges for me, and he looked so serious when doing it.

Haha, very adorable!

Thanks for accompanying me to the reunion dinner, hehe.

Although it was rather awkward and the kids were like scary...

Thanks for being there to relieve my nerves and probably stress.

I felt better with you around :) :)

Also, i just wanna let you know, even if someone made me love him a lot in the past..

No matter how much, every love is different. And you make me feel like no other.

You can't compare between the past relationships and this.

Because it just gets better after everyday and we're growing together in this.

Much love.

The significance of this relationship..Is the word: Together.

My Superhuman

2009-01-27T03:40:00.002+08:00

Its 3.40 AM -- I'm hungry and cold.

The trip to Malaysia was a rather quick one.
All i know is, we ate a lot of CNY foooood, hehehe.
However, our proper meals are like.. Barely eaten.
But that's what CNY is all about, all the CNY food!
Okay, i think i sound nonsensical :/

We did actually already hit a bump.
For a moment then, i thought we crashed, for good.
But the word, 'together', pulled us closer.

I wanna watch movie(S!!!) with you too.
We have so many shitass movie to catch together!
I have a lot in mind by now alr, do you?
I bet you cannot out-name me! :D

I wanted to say i miss you so much laaah, silly boy.
When will i get to see you agaaaain?

(yawns) I'm VERY tired.
Ok, bai.

Nooooooooo.

2009-01-25T23:05:00.003+08:00

HAHA, i slept instead of blogging @ 8-ish. :P

Work was so not tiring..... When it got to 1+ AM!
Before that was just, LONG LONG LONG (x17236y81273) queues!
Frikkin' tiring, and our dinner break was held back.
Which meant: Hunger+Tiredness+Stress.
When i finally got to actually sit down to just drink some water.
I didn't feel like standing up anymore and that was only the first 2 hours.
After dinner break, we had to clear the long queues slowly.
It was just like running a shitass 10km marathon, seriously.
I wanted to die on the spot and all of us were literally panting.

The crowd left at around 1+ AM, and i closed my counter! :D
I was told to go return the unwanted stuff from our counters..
I never thought it would be such fun, :P
Ran around the mart, asking people where this and that belongs.
Although it isn't that big, but its kind of hard to look for a specific location.
I've made several new friends toooo, nice people!
Time flied when i was stacking stuff with those people :)
Basically, i enjoyed my time running around the mart, helping out.
After i knocked off, i bought some stuff for my mom.
Stood around the mart, talked to HL and watched maomao.
HL is one great gossip person, he has so much inside-info, hehe.
Then i went home to catch some well-deserved rest.

(sigh) Dumbdumb's comfort made me feel like crying.

So anyway.. Merry CNY yo.
Heading for Malaysia tomorrow.
Some time away from work.
Finally..!

累垮了，已经累垮了，可是我真的很不想退烧.
最容易得到的东西，一定会是最容易失去的吗?

(edit)

Black rose = farewell.
Sigh.

I need to talk to someone, yell/scream/cry at.
Maomao is in Malaysia and dumbdumb is not replying.

I need to breathe.
I'm out of breath, i am losing grip and i'm falling.

I will sleep everything off tonight, i will -- at least try.
Trying is all i can do, i feel so.. Lost. Again.

I might be off contact anytime, even after i return from Malaysia.
And yes, even if its fuckin' important, i'm just asking for a break from myself.

The 5th time today already, 5th.
They won't stop falling, like a broken tap.

(/edit)

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2009-01-24T13:02:00.002+08:00

I've been working for the past few days.
For today, i have 16 hours to get by @ work.
So probably blog after that.

Check back @ 8-ish (AM!)
You know i love you :D

<3!

Respire Me.

2009-01-21T01:27:00.004+08:00

I still cannot believe what's happening to me now.
It didn't feel like 2009 can actually exist for me.
Life is amazing now, people love me and take extra care of me.
Be it: My mom, Raymond, Maomao, Ah wei or the other colleagues of mine.
Although working in that kind of environment with that kind of weather sucks.
But all of them make my day all so much better.
I may complain that it is tough and all..
Eventually, after a good night's sleep, we seem to hit restart.
There we go again, and we have to go through the same shit.
But, to be honest, i'm enjoying myself :)

My dearest fell asleep in front of his Macbook again.
Silly him. Sleep tight dear, i love you :)

You don't need to be profound to amaze me, or to impress me.
You've already swept me off my feet just by being you -- your silly self, in my life.
I don't have to ask for more, because i don't need to.

We.

2009-01-20T01:39:00.003+08:00

When my eyes lock themselves with yours, i feel a story being told.
No, it isn't a story of your past, nor my past. Because those are not important.
It is the story -- from how we've met to what're we heading for.
Every single detail seems so precise, and i can feel us walking out of our past already.
Even she is beginning to agree with us and on us.
Because whether it is how i feel towards you, or how you feel towards me..
I think she can tell that this is no fling, no teenage heartbreak.
The more objection we face, the stronger we feel that we should fight for ourselves.

This is really like no other.

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It has been work, work, work and more work everyday.
That was all i simply did, and i wish i have more time on my hands.
I missed going on dates with my dear.. So much.
Work has taken so much time off me, and i'm beginning to hate that feeling.
Hmm.. I've been sneezing for the past half an hour now..
(sigh) I might have caught a fluuu :/
I'm feeling very, very cold.

I miss you, Raymond.

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2009-01-19T03:04:00.002+08:00

I am bored. And tired.
Baby is finally done with his project!! :D
He can sleep well tonight~
(Happy happy happy!)

Maomao is on duty tonight at our workplace!
Poor him, staying up until 9 AM with nothing to do..
But it's his off day tomorrow, lucky siaaa!
Why don't we have any!!!! :( :(
When i texted him, i bet he thought i was ________!
Yuck.... Much. I feel so degraded, ew.
Rawr.

Hmm. Then i had someone playing dota and told me to WAIT.
Luckily baby don't play dota!! :) :) :) :)
And that person is none other than Lee Yuecheng!
That dumbass is going to get a visit from me at his workplace soon.
He needs a girlfriend. (Walk-in-interview please)
HAHA.

11pm, my dear, i am waiting!
I hope you don't doze off during your school tomorrow.
It must've been tough on you :/
Another thing i can't stop thinking about is 29th March.
I don't likeeee :( :(
I willllllllll miss you so much!

I love my raymondwupeiqiang!!

Words of encouragement:

2009-01-18T02:44:00.002+08:00

It's 3 in the morning.. And you're still up doing your project!
Which you all are stuck at. Also feeling very tired at the same time.
I really hope you can get some sleep soon.

From me to you:
"Hey, my silly baby, here are your words of encouragement!
I know it is difficult for you to stay awake when you lack of sleep the day before.
But you still have to complete your project, and as much as you hate it..
I hate it too. Because it's torturing my baby :( Grrrrrr.
I believe you can pull through tonight and we'll meet again at 11pm!
You'll find a solution, and your program will work!
Even if it doesn't, it doesn't mean that i'll love you any less okay? :)
Tonight is chilly, take extra care, you -- blur and silly overgrown kid!
I remember you once said that you'll take care of me, not the other way round.
So you still have to take care of me, you can't afford to fall sick now!
And you can't die, so stop saying that you're dying, silly!
You'll work something out, i know you're capable of it, jiayou ahhhh!
And something you wanted to hear/see: I LOVE YOU! :)"

Baby's so tired that he's feeling hyper now!
He said, "i miss your hugggyyiessss".
And, "i lose 1 mao le! sad."

Rawrrrr.

Replies, at last.

2009-01-18T02:01:00.003+08:00

Wilson - You're welcomed! :)
Yankai - Thanks! Tag you back l8r. Hehe.
Junsi - I am back to blogging! :D
Yankai, Peihsia, Celeste - Thanks! Tag you back l8r!
Charis - IMYT lar! Meet up after CNY, promiseee!
Noel - Hey you 2 :P
Jinghui - Hehe, you know i know! :D
Wendy, Junsi - Thank youuu :) hehe, sorry to have to let you all see me in tears.
Peihsia - Relinked! :D
Shirui - Thanks!! Although its kinda late now, but still... :)
Qinghui - :) you got girlfriend already also? Haha!
Junsi, Wendy, Yankai, Raymond - Thanks, but i think that its not enough :/
Raymond - I'd rather have your heart than go to the smelly public toilets which cost 20 cents! :)
Dionne - Relinked! :D
Raymond - HAHA, zombie. Maybe we can meet that nighttttt during my break!
Junsi - I MISS YOU TOO! :)

<3

(snap snap snap!)

2009-01-17T12:47:00.005+08:00

It is kind of impossible not to be crazy around you, baby :)
I looked through the things we've done together so far.
Well, although it has only been barely 17 days...
Thank you, for all the fun we had together!! (No, its not some separation, people)
And for making me feel so special by someone special.
I'd always look forward to the last hour of everyday, 'cause i'll get to see you.
Even though it is the last hour, i still get to spend the first few minutes of another day with you.
The first and the last, it feels like i'm having lessons on Romantics.

Everything is worth it when it comes to you.
I'm still discovering what this is, and where it'll bring us.

Incredulous

2009-01-17T02:59:00.002+08:00

(yawns!)

I slept at 5 AM ystd, cause i was on Skype+MSN with Raymond and didn't want to go off :P
Therefore, i was feeling very, VERY tired during work today.
I had coke, which kept me very awake until now.. I feel like dying already, lol.
(Coke is sold at 9.90$ for 24 cans! Frikkin' cheap i tell youuuuu!!)
My eyelids are so heavy, they're shutting on their own.

I feel like crap now.

Its 3, midnight, and hes out for prata now.
Well.. I wonder who is the one growing fatter man~
He was like, "You're the pig, because you'll be having prata for supper."
Look whos talking, deaaaaaar! Hehe >:)

(sigh) I can't stop thinking about next Saturday!
I have to work from Saturday's 3pm to Sunday's 7am. :(
Through out the night.. We'll all look like zombies/the undead.
Grrrrrrrrr. But i'll still see Raymond waiting for me after work!
I told you, you keep me going at times like this! :D
I miss you, silly, so badly.

Today was good, and tomorrow will be better!
Chocolate for breakfast!! YUMZXSXZ! :D :D

<3 <3!

:/

2009-01-16T02:57:00.002+08:00

I'm on Skype with Raymonddd :D Its actually quite fun!
We're always up until so late and then feel tired the next morning.
But it's quite worth it, i suppose, hehehe.
...... Now i'm on Skype and MSN's webcam :)
I have photos! But i'll upload some other time.
I'm too tired to do anything already :P hehehe.

Hmm..

He's singing Fall For You nowwww!
I MISS YOU SO MUCH, DEAR! :(
Around 20 hours more until we meet again.
(sighhhh!)

Hehe.

2009-01-15T02:05:00.007+08:00

I have nothing much for you about work today.
It was just an average day at work..
However... My legs are aching like mad :/

Hmmm..
I'm viewing dear's webcam now, while hes doing his resume.
Here is part of our conversation...:

R: so boringg, haha, i cannot stand up
C: why? lol
R: i am in my boxers only. too sexy, later you nose bleed.
C: HAHA!
R: then tomorrow sick how? see i so caring
C: OH PLEASE? HAHAHA!
R: hahaha, you have a sexy bf lo, wwoops
C: hahahahaha, okay lo......
R: roarrr
C: :P :P :P
R: hehe

And of course, what's webcam-ing without screen shots, right? :D
Its a pity i don't own a webcam, grrrrrrrrrrr. Heh.

I'm already so much in love, i've already fallen so deeply.
Even if the price to pay is getting hurt, i am willing.

My Guardian Angel <3

2009-01-14T01:40:00.005+08:00

I got woken up by my mom this morning. I was told to go settle my school stuff by today.
So i went with Liqin and Shuyan. 3 of us roamed the school like lost sheeps, lol.
Well.. I was pretty upset, just because i failed my maths, i can't go where i really want to.
And i also felt like dying because i wasn't able to get into any course in the school i want.
I ended up doing DAE and JAE together, i never felt so desperate before :/
So well.. I've submitted everything already, and i really hope i can get into that school.
For now, just hope and pray hard, wish me luck! It's going to turn out good.
Daddy is so faithful, He knows that i want it so much, and He'll give it to me!! :)

After confirming every single thing that we need to, we headed out immediately.
It was SO cold inside there, it was freeeeeeezing! D:
Then we headed over to Tampines area. Shuyan and i went to look for CNY clothes.
I couldn't find any at first, so very stressed -- even when looking for clothes.
It sucks to be me...... Not. :) I'm really happy today though.
Liqin came to join us after a while. Raymond too. We went Expo!
It has a lot of food there that's SO attractive! No clothes, none.
We bought food :D hehehe. Then Shaoyu joined us.
After some shopping.. Raymond and i took the MRT back to Tampines.
While the rest alighted at Simei to walk home, it's nearer i guess.
I went Levi's, bought 2 tops, awesome. :D
Raymond paid for me! 69.80$, so expensiveeee :( but i like! Hehe.
After that i lent him 70$, my loss! He earned 20 cents. HAHA. Joke, joke!
10 cent interest per 5 minutes, it took us 10 minutes to get to the ATM to withdraw my money.
So i returned him 70$. Hahahaha! JOKE.
He paid and i simply returned 70$ to him, simple as that.
Whats 20 cents when it comes to us, righttttt? :) :) :) hehehe.

We had Ramly Buger for dinner! It is the first time i tried it and its with Raymondddd!
And he sang 'Your Guardian Angel' for me! And its my new favourite song! And he sings great!
Then we took a lot of photos with his MacBook's photo booth :D :D :D
It's all so funny, i swear! But the best photo would be the one that i'll upload! Hehe.

I had so much fun today! I love you, ~~Raymond~~ Dear!
Hehe, yeah, i called him "Raymond" at Expo just now, and both of us felt that it sounded weird..
Because i don't have the habit of using the actual names of people...
Or maybe hes more than just Raymond? x)

He thought for a while and turned towards me to asked me,
"Do you know how much i love you?"
He then showed me his fist and said, "This much. You know why?"
I was smiling already and i guessed it upon my first attempt.
"Because this is the size of my heart." was his answer.

Silly, don't ask me how i always know what you wanted to say. I just do.
And you're so sweet, you always manage to amaze me the way you put things into words.
Yet you still claim that you are not good with words, haha, silly! :)
I love you! And i just can't wait to see you tomorrow againnnn!
I'm so gonna have a good night's sleep because i have 'Raymond' with me tonight!
Hehehe. <3333333!

(sigh...)

2009-01-13T02:12:00.002+08:00

What is done.. Is done.

It was a bad morning, and i felt super nervous. Couldn't even sleep properly..
Texted Raymond and got up to get ready to meet him.
Took Bus 8 and he finally saw me in my school uniform. Lucky him. Lol.
He accompanied me to school and bought ice-cream for me.
Then waited for Charis and Weilin to turn up before he went back to his school.
The 3 of us went into the school, feeling the tension.
In the end, we got our results and witnessed shit-load of crying.
Myself included. I should say.. I'm fairly disappointed in myself..
And that i disappointed all the people around me who thought i could've done better.
I didn't cry when i got my results, because i thought it was alright due to my maths.
But the moment i called my mom, the remorse overwhelmed me.
I cried, but she talked me out of crying, as always..
So i proceeded on to call Raymond then Joshua. Of course, i cried again. :/
It just feels like i've disappointed them all.. And i've been very, very useless.
(sigh) I still feel this way everytime i think of it, and i'd cry.

Joshua hailed a cab to my school and talked to me about my results.
Then i went home to shower and change out of my school uniform to go meet Raymond.
I was glad to see him, although i was still feeling really upset inside..
We took Bus 15 to Marine Parade. The bus ride was.. Quiet, and awkward.
I guess we just didn't know what to say and it was the first time i'm so upset when i'm with him.
It did kind of made him worry, i suppose.. I'm sorry, my dear..

After we got off the bus, his silly actions lifted my spirits, i felt better with him around.
We had our dinner together, after thinking for very long for what to eat, he must be famished!
After dinner, we went to borders to look at books/magazines. And just walked around.
We decided to head to East Coast Park after that. Walked there and sat down to talk.
I love sitting next to Raymond, listening to him and just watch him do silly stuff.
It gets kind of comforting to have someone like him around me, keeping me alive. :)
Then we went to McD's to have ice-cream! Sweet sweeeeeeet ice-cream!!
After eating, we went to take Bus 55 home. And Raymond was feeling very tired..
He fell asleep on the bus, and poor him had assignments to complete tonight. :/
A nice and ever-so-comforting hug before he left to catch the last bus back home.

I stepped into the house, thinking of what to tell my mom about my results.
Almost instantly, i felt like crying as we spoke about my plans about what to do next.
Tomorrow is another day off from work for me to go around to inquire about my studies.
Stop telling me RP/ITE, PLEASE. I know that i'm capable of studying at places i prefer.
And if possible, i won't think of retaking my 'O' levels because it is so blooooody tough.
I've already forgotten what i've been doing for 2008 already, so retaking = NO.
All of you should know why RP/ITE is out of the question, if you're smart enough.

Well, although people don't think that i did that badly..
I still feel that i haven't done enough, and i've been such a disappointment.
Hopefully i can get into the school of my choice, any course available.
And not being shoved into somewhere i don't like. :/

Anyway.. Thanks baby! For the night out and all the care and concern offered.
I got my mind off my results when i was with you and really enjoyed myself.
I don't blame you for not being able to follow me around to inquire about stuff.
Because you'll be having lessons and you're so, soooooooo tired already!
I just need you to rest well, and get ready to meet me tomorrow because i miss you so much~
Another day off = more time with you = happier Cheryl!! :)

I did hear you just now, your secret code.
You know that i love you too, silly :) :)

<3!

Comforttttt <3

2009-01-12T01:39:00.003+08:00

Work was better today yo!

I didn't get to see Raymond in the morning today :/
On my way to 'punch card', some random person talked to me.
I still don't know who that was, so many people there to get to know!
And another two talked to me when i was on my way, leaving the place.
No remarkable mistakes today. Super satisfied! :)
Time flew when i started to think about 'O' level results.
But that was somewhat a good thing :P
I met Raymond and he bought supper for me! Hehe. :D
We missed 51, so we had to wait... But not for long.
Sat under my block for a while and we took photos again!

Hmm.. I get to see him before i collect my results tomorrow!
And he'll send me to school! Which hopefully will calm my nerves a little...
I'm trying not to freak out now, but tomorrow i can't be sure.
Its a pity he has school tomorrow :/ (sigh.........)

But nevermind! After his school, we're going out agaaaain :D
It will be our last date until after CNY, which is... More than 2 weeks later.
Expect more photos tomorrow because Raymuuund is a big zi lian kuang! :P
Hehehehe.

Rest well okay, silly!! You lack a lot of sleep, and its my fault :(
Although i lack of sleep too.. :X Jiayou at school tomorrow!
Like always, i can't wait to see you again! :)
Hope i don't freak out and remember to call you after i get my results!
Hehe.

I have almost all the comfort i need before i get my results tomorrow.
Because, i have Domo to hug, and you to hug me to sleep tonight.

<3!

(yawns)

2009-01-11T01:04:00.002+08:00

Oh my, i'm drained. :/

Before work today, i met Raymond! We went to have roti prata :D
Then we walked around and had fun with toys! Hehe.
After that we took 67 to my work place and he fell asleep on the bus, hehehe, my fault :P
Work was alright, it has been a while since it was alright. Haha.
The food sucked today though, it was weird and.. yeah. Time passed very slowly too..
Ah wei wants to buy my phone over! :) :) I've got another phone in mind already~
Wait for it, Feb 5th, its cominggggg! :D :D :D :D
I've worked hard for it, i feel that i totally deserve to get the new phone :P
And i may co-buy a camera with Raymond. And i may wanna get a new laptop.
Although one month's pay is not enough.... So i might just work for another 2 months after CNY.
I hope i have the determination to hang on to the frikkin' job!
So many things to get, so little cash :(

"i can be a good advertiser too, not nuffnang but nuffhwee"
- Ahhwee/Cheehao. (LOL!)

Oh yes, Raymond and i took a really great photo today.
Because there was a HUGE spoiler inside and we laughed like mad.
Too bad blogger ain't allowing me to upload!
(Ps: If you're referring from Raymond's blog..
I bet he embarrassed her more than i did, by uploading the actual photo.
At least i respected her privacy ok! Hehe.)

I can't wake up by 6 tomorrow. Because it is 2 AM already.
Hehe.

We're like squeezing out time from before and after work/school just to meet up.
It gets kind of tiring, but that at-least-an-hour's-meet-up-a-day keeps 2009 a happy year.
:) It just gets better and our time together just lengthens by each passing day.

Stop cheating when we play pepsi-cola can?! :P

<3!

2nd date ♥

2009-01-10T01:19:00.003+08:00

The title said it all :)

Raymond was early from meeting me today, i wasn't late.
Sorry to make you waaaait, still! Hehe. :)
We took Bus 8 to Temasek Polytechnic, and he submitted his form.
Hes going overseas for a week, SEVEN DAYS, in March :(

Anyway, we took Bus 23 to somewhere and transferred to 65! Vivocity :D
Raymond was being a big, fat, sadist today! He kept bullying me >:( hehehe.
We went to buy tickets for Yes Man! :) and walked around.
We visited the National Geographic shop, it was so interesting!
On the way up for the movie, we met his mom. Lol.
Yes Man was greaaat, and i realised that Raymond is so slowww :P
After the movie, we went to look for sushi! Which took half an hour.
But the sushi was gooooood. Fed the tall sadistic baby >:D hehe.
Then we took A LOT of photos! :) :) but looks kind of unpresentable..
Cause the wind was blowing our hair all around. :P
And he had to chase after our empty sushi boxes, adorable much!

A while later, we went to walk around and look for my new year clothes.
I saw frikkin' awesome ones! But they're either black or grey. Damn! >:(
Grrrrrrrrrr. So i didn't buy any and we took the MRT back.
We were so squashed up in the train, and he tried to provoke pimples on my face! D:
We also have been noob-shit-ing/dumb-ass-ing today. Haha! :) But we're still equal! :D
Oh yeah, and he was being mushy-mushy on the train, so very adorable! :)

Got off at Bedok and took Bus 66 -- horrible ride home!
There was this strong pee smell >:( We were like struggling to breathe..
But luckily for Raymond and his nice-smelling polo tshirt! :D
After that we sat under my block and took more photos! Hehehe.
In total we had 32 photos today! Woo. :D

It was the hardest goodbye tonight.
But i'm so haaaaappy for the whole of today!
I really don't know how to explain myself.
And i can't wait to meet him again :)

We will stand the test of time. And the test of the objections/obstacles.
I still believe that there is a reason why you're put into my life.
Not only did i, like you said, pull you out of your darkness..
Now you're walking me out of my fear, and eventually we'll make it out. :)
I believe we will.

"You watch everything and eat everything! Hehe."
"But i don't love everything.. :) Eh no, i love everything! You're my everything."

Equal.

2009-01-09T01:46:00.003+08:00

(sigh!)

Like always.. Work SUCKED! Hehe.
But it'll be my off-day tomorrow!
On top of that, we're going on a date!!
I've never felt any happier! :D

About today... Hmm, i felt sick at work, again.
All the serial codes + kachings = dizzy spells~
Yeaaaah. I got panadol again from Maomao, round ones.
I still couldn't swallow lor :/ I hate taking medication, grrrrrrr.
I got chrysanthemum tea from Ah wei to ease out the bitterness! :D
And i met Raymond after work, like always!
He has a pimple in his nose today, that is his weakness as of now..
Which i will make full use of. HAHA :P

We're going to TP's open house tomorrow. Then.. The rest is in his plans.
:) I just wanna rest with you around. Watching you be blur and smiling yourself silly.
I can do just that all day, and i won't get bored of it, because you amaze me, pretty much.
And i feel so safe when i'm with you, so very secured, so well taken care of. :)
Not because you're a head taller than me, nooooo. :P

Hmmm..
Although seven pounds sucked and i had 3 foreign workers yaking away beside me then..
Having watched it with you, that 2 hours was the greatest yet!
So i think that.. Seven pounds was definitely worth watching!
If given another chance to choose, i'd still choose to watch Seven pounds! :D
Will you? :)

I'm feeling worn out yet very excited to meet you tomorrow!
(Just like a kid in a candy store! Hahahehehahaho~)
And remember, Raymond, we're equal! :P

<3333!

Creamy.

2009-01-08T13:36:00.002+08:00

I'm getting ready to leave house already! :)
And Raymond will be sending me to work! Hehehehe.
I've got a feeling..
Work is going to be awesome today!

<3!

Ideal.

2009-01-08T00:57:00.003+08:00

Idk how to begin. :/
Work sucked. But FOUR people made my day!
Momma, Raymond, Maomao and ah wei!

I was having a really BAD headache.
And i felt like dying, like literally. Pain, pain, pain, DIE that kind of pain.
Lol. Then i told Momma and Raymond during my break.
Raymond called, then Momma called.
I wanted to go home so badly. But i still went back to work.
Such a hardworking kid, where else can you find! :P
Then Maomao bought Panadol Extra and mineral water for me, hehe!
And ah wei bought Famous Amos cookies for me!
So.. I ate two, frikkin' BITTER pillz! ......

Work ended rather quickly today, cause i wasn't watching the time.
When i met Raymond, he gave me chocolate! :D
Err. If you're puzzled what happened to Noel........ Noel is Raymond NPQ! :D
Don't ask me why Noel, long story. Haha!
We took bus 51 back, and went to buy some food for my family :D
On the way back, we saw my mom. She was helping my tenant with some stuff.
Then... Raymond went home. :)

Finally can use your name on my blog! Hehe.
Well.. Spending the night up doing your project will tire you out.
So rest all you can in school tomorrow ok! :P :P
Only ONE more day of work and it will be Friday!!
I'll be fine tomorrow, no more headaches! :)
I'm well-taken care of by the people there, so no worries!
Hehe hehe.

Hmm.. Sorry, if i made you worry, or if i affected your mood just now.
I was just too pressurized and idk what got into me also.
There wasn't a need for you to bring anything to cheer me up.
I appreciate what you did for me, but when i see you..
The way you smile yourself silly, the way you think before reacting..
It is actually enough :)

Oh ya, and you're not fat laaaah! :D

"Maybe love is too strong a word, but i love you Cheryl, my angel. I will not let you go."
<3

This is just an obstacle.

2009-01-07T01:46:00.001+08:00

Last night my conversation with someone sparked doubts in me.
That someone made me think whether should i continue my life with Noel.
If Noel was a mistake, if Noel was a substitute, if Noel was just a fling.
If i will mistake a crush for love, if i will regret doing this, if i will hurt him.
I haven't got an answer for all these questions until a while ago.

On the way home from work, Noel brought up some stuff.
To be honest, i was already trembling inside me when i saw him.
I knew that he ain't alright, and i knew that he had something to say.
All the while when i was waiting for him to speak his point..
I can't explain how i felt. It was just like history repeating itself.
I once fell so quickly, so strongly, for someone. And it ended up futile.
I was, literally, crushed then. Hurt, and all that shit.
Now, the fear still lives in me, losing anyone might trigger a phobia.
And now, this fall is obviously faster, and so much stronger that its overwhelming.
Luckily, thank God, it was not a bad news/sign.
Although he looked really upset which almost freaked me out.
We managed to talk it out, and solve it together.

That was not the end of the night..
More shit happened, and i felt too small to fend for myself.
I was just so afraid just now.. And so vulnerable to all nonsensical thoughts.
With every missed call from me to you, i felt sadder too..
I thought everything is going to end, no more Noel, no more silly, blur, overgrown kid.
When you finally picked up the phone, your voice triggered my tears.
I was sobbing, but i didn't want you to find out and worry..

After thinking it through.. I've finally got all my answers.
And i've never been more sure of them.

After tonight, i feel that i need you more too, Noel.
I used to think that this might just as well end up like last time.
Since i am already so used to getting hurt. And i won't mind anymore.
But taking this chance, to get to know you better, i grew fonder.
I know, we're sinking fast. And nobody will understand us at this stage.
Maybe now they don't, and they won't have to know anyway.
It is about me and you, and you and me only. Not them, none of them.
She can be against the idea of us being so close when we just met..
But she certainly can't change how we're feeling towards each other.
Even i, am really surprised that such things can happen a second time in my life.
Yet, i'm stepping into this, literally, consciously of the hurt i used to go through.
And you will amaze me, that, i am sure of.

Do you know that i've been dreaming of meeting someone like you?
Recently, i got reminded by my friend that you're the kind of guy i've been looking for.
You have the personality that nobody around me has.
Nobody i once loved has, nobody i thought had that personality has.
Your exterior and mysteriousness drew me even closer to you.
Even dream guys have flaws. Perfection is bull.
But that is what i like about you, even the imperfection that i never dreamt about.
And i am still in the midst of discovering who you are.

Well, i just wanna let you know that i know:
Love is perhaps too strong a word. But i love you too :)
And we already won half the war -- of her objection!
Because we're ready to believe in each other,
And trust that we will make it through no matter what.

Work will be tougher tomorrow and time will CRAWLLLLL.
Because i yearn to see you more after what has happened.
But 11pm will eventually come, and i will still see you there, waiting for me.
Like always, i miss you so much and i can't wait to see you tomorrow!

<3

2009-01-07T01:06:00.002+08:00

Today's work sucked, it was the worst day of work.
Felt really tired, really stressed, really criticised, really looked down upon.
To top it off, my mom HAD to do such things to me.

Thanks ah, THANKS.

Hahahehehahaho.

2009-01-06T13:33:00.002+08:00

RISEANDSHINE!

Gotta go to work soooooon! (sigh.)
It is yet another day at work, and hopefully with shifu.
I miss Charis so much! :( and our beloved sushi~
Noel tooooo!

I will get a new job after CNY, hopefully, with noel!! :D
No more countdowns that'll last more than 9 hours~
Hehehe. As of now.. 9 hours and 27 minutes until we meeeeeet!
I can't wait!

I shall post again tonight, BAI!

2009-01-06T03:46:00.003+08:00

"Who is Noel?"
"I'm still discovering."
:)

Lack.

2009-01-06T02:02:00.000+08:00

I miss you :(

Time passed really quickly today.
I was left to fend for myself at work!
My shifu was assigned to another counter.
(sighhh!)

Nothing much happened at work.
I didn't make any mistakes today! :D
There were two mistakes under my name though.
But it wasn't my fault ok. Hehe.
Worked for 4 days already, it still feels tough.
And i am known as "Shi shi". (Shiya)
Ya, omg, sounds like Jacky Heng calling me! D: Hahahaha.
AND I WANT MY SHIFU BAAACK! >:(

Met Noel after work! He was late! Lateeeeeee! :P hehe.
He looks so cute with my bag! Like an overgrown kid. HAHAHA :X
And his photo in my wallet.... One word: CLASSIC! :P

HAHA, i shall stop teasing you! :)
Hope you enjoy your day in school tomorrow.
And hopefully i can get to see you the moment i knock off!
You're just like my personal energy boost, y'know?
I can't explain how you do it, but you always keep me going!
More work tomorrow, i shall complain not.

I just nudged Noel... No response!
I think he fell asleep while waiting for my post.
Poor you :( You must be exhausted, silly.

2009 has been great for me.
And it just gets better!

2009-01-05T13:55:00.000+08:00

NOEL GAVE ME A DOMO SOFT TOY :D
Hehehehe.

Anw, work yesterday was alright..
Lesser injuries, lesser void receipts, lesser minus receipts!
Of course, lesser mistakes in total :D
However, it was Sunday, so = more people!
And i was rather nervous for the first 2 hours..
Most of my mistakes happened there.
I even got scolded! :(
Work was quite tough yesterday..
It just gets tougher, so said Shifu.
Well, i was feeling a little bummed.

During my break, i called Noel.
Then he told me he had a surprise for me :)
And he told me to cheer up and stuff.
So i went to eat and continue to work.
While working, i was thinking of meeting Noel.
Then i returned the wrong amount of change! :X
Shifu said i wasn't concentrating enough.
Around 10.45 PM, i saw Noel in the supermarket!
:D :D :D :D :D hehehe.
I couldn't wait to knock off~
While keying in our earnings, something happened!
Someone off-ed the main switch again!
We had to re-key! And it sucks!
Cause i wanted to meet Noel so bad! :(

When we're finally done, i met Noel!
I got a BIG hug from him :) :)
All the shitty stuff that happened felt like it didn't!
Hehe. He sent me home and gave me the Domo!
Then we ate nearby. Because i was hungry.
After that he hailed a cab home.

Thanks for the Domo, silly :D

I've slept enough today, and i feel so refreshed!
No more mistakes today! (I hope! :D)
And i'll be meeting Noel in.. 9 hours!

Interlocked.

2009-01-04T03:30:00.001+08:00

Another day of 2009 gone.
Every day just gets better for me! :)

Today, i was almost late for work...
But i was received with open arms in anyway.
Somehow, today seemed like i've worked longer than ystd!
Although i only worked 8 hours today.
However, some unfortunate events took place..

1. The fan above me had a mini explosion + the counter blacked out.
2. Some stupid prawn injured me, and i lost quite a bit of blood.
3. And my left leg is temporarily crippled. :(
Grrrrrrrrrrrr.

After i finally got to knock off, i walked out of there with Shifu!
Shifu took MRT home, while i waited for Noel to come over from work.
It was so cold there and he lent me his warm, comfortable, jackettttt :D
Hehe. I'm better at directions as compared to Noel! :P
We took a bus back to my house, and we stood downstairs for quite a while.
We talked, teased, laughed, discussed, took photos, smiled, hehehe.
It was really great! Although it was a rather short period of time.
Still... Time always flies when you're having fun! :)

Can't wait to see him tomorrow!
I will be sending him to work. Hehe.

Idk why, but after i met Noel..
My life changed, so much, it is a really good change.
I can't imagine how life would be if i haven't met him.
I would've... Became worst, so much worst.
Does it feel like Noel is God-sent?
To get me out of the mess i was about to step into?

To me, it does.
Thank you so much, Noel. :)

You can lag a lot, you can forget things easily, you can be so blur.
But it is all the little things that you do that makes me fall deeper.
And to think we have only met for 4 days, including 4th of January.
And we met up for every single day of 2009, so far.
I'm waiting for the day you tell me your life story.
I just wanna know you better, and i know i can only fall deeper.
There is simply no other way out.

Because of you, everyday has a mini countdown.
Always counting down to the next moment that i'll meet you.
The next time i meet you will be in 6 hours.
I can't wait :)

Hey There Delilah!

2009-01-03T02:39:00.000+08:00

Fill up application>Interview>WORK>Sore legs.

Work was SO VERY THE tedious lorrrr!
But it all became fine, because Noel looked me up after my work!
I was spared from all the......
Whatever feelings you have after standing non-stop for 11 hours! :D
And he kept smiling himself silly when we met.
SO ADORABLE CAN! :D :D
Maybe it's because i've never seen guys smile themselves silly.
Or maybe, it's simply because its Noel.
Hmm.. Must be, must be! :D

The people there at work took really great care of me though.
Especially Ah Wei and Mao mao! :D
"How you going home later? What bus you taking?"
"How's work? Can manage? You know how to go home anot?"
Hahahahahaha!

Still.. Nothing beats meeting Noel face to face!
We can't meet up for long, only from work...
Because i have no off-days! What is this man, what is this!
Waiting to meet him again is like torturing me, yknow! :(
But like Noel said.. "Alot of the little time = alot of time spent together."
Hehehe.

I have yet to make my New year's resolutions.
Although i never really keep to them...... :P and i don't feel the need to make any.
Because i just know that everything will go so smoothly, and awesomely!
And on the last day of 2009, i'd just have this to say, "I told you it was going to be great!"
It was already good enough when Noel was put into my life..
Its just that kind of feeling i have whenever hes around.
And that kind of feeling i have whenever hes not around.

(Sigh!)
I can't stop staring at my wallpaper luh. :P
It is what keeps me going!
Yknow yknow yknow? :D :D :D

And him smiling himself silly never left my mind.
:)

New beginnings

2009-01-02T00:51:00.000+08:00

Gbye, 2008 and everything will just fade into memory.
It is 2009!!

I met Noel today! We walked, talked, laughed, got teased. Lol. And we caught a really sucky movie. Luckily for Noel, if not i wouldn't understand the show, neither would i stay awake in the midst of the movie. It didn't seem like it had any link in it, but yeah, we survived that movie anyhow. :) To be honest, Noel is really adorable when he shows his kiddish self! And we took quite a number of photos together today!

I really enjoyed myself today. Thanks, Noel :)

January 1, 2009, is the day i have never seen coming. The people i'd meet, the emotions i'd experience, the pain i've managed to overcome. All in one, but all i can say is.. It is the best day yet! 2009 is going to be great because...

:D :D

Definitely.

2008-12-30T18:23:00.000+08:00

ONE more day to 2009, are you excited?
I was..

Yesterday was a blur. It wasn't as fun as it was supposed to be. A lot of people got tricked into attending the event. I was one of them, in a way, tricked there. It was definitely not worth 20$. Getting lost in the crowd.. The inability to locate people on the dance floor.. Feeling very tired and lost.. Stares and more stares! But i saw a couple of familiar faces there, probably that is the only good part..? I guess there were more guys, i don't know. After that we hailed a cab, and went home, almost immediately. I reached home at around 4 in the morning. When i was hoping for a good night's sleep, i got woken up at least thrice. And i might just have woken up from the wrong side of the bed.

Ate my first meal in 2 days, threw it away after a few mouthfuls though. It was tasteless. Either that or i've lost my appetite since yesterday. After which, i went online. I was talking to Charis and Iggy. Cheer up, both of you! (Although i ain't feeling that cheery as well) I just realised that i can't cheer people up when i'm down on my own. It just isn't working. It used to work, i think. I just hope the both of you feel better, that is the best i can do for now.

Have you ever felt like you were feeling down, and the reasons were too many that you don't know exactly why you're this upset? There are just such feelings that one has to experience, in order to understand how another individual feels. Another example: "The pain is that we are still so much in love, yet we have to let go now." -To Forget You, LKH. I teared when i saw this statement on that website which sells the book. LKH is a good writer, i'm going to purchase her book(s). My point is, there are times in which i am unable to explain myself, it is not like i chose not to answer your questions. Feel free to hate me because i can't be bothered to further explain the fact that i can't explain those things that everyone wants to know.

I am craving for McD's Cheeseburger+Coke. Cotton candy, ice-cream, chocolate, sushi, snapple and steammed milk.

Basically comfort food, lots of them.

If you leave me tonight...

2008-12-26T00:58:00.002+08:00

I just had to get a new blogskin, lol, i can't stand it.
If you've noticed, the playlist is new also, just some old songs i used to love to listen to.
The previous playlist keeps jamming, damn it, if this jams too, i'll switch to Imeem!

My blog is so dull... It lacks photos! :(
I'm waiting for the scanning of the neoprints, then i shall post it up.
It consisted of a lot of people, for the first time.
I think it was Weishen who suggested to take it, haha, yup :)

I have nothing to do until Monday! Interview on Monday.
FINALLY (?!?!?!)
I really hope i get the job, no matter how tedious already!
Must. Commit.

Just now, i was talking to Gerald on MSN.
He told me his friends said that the release of 'O' level results is on the 9th of January.
I was like.. (o.o) "HOLYSHT!!"
Reality finally hit me, it is coming...
But it is still not confirmed when is the exact date.
Everyones just guessing.

Oh yes, sorry D, i can't make it to town with you today.
Get your shirt another day okay? :)
And. I. Need. That. Book. ASAP. Pls. Ty. :D

Lastly..
Happy Birthday Wilson! :)

And Edward Cullen made the tanning trend look stupid.
<3

Happy Christmasy Day!

2008-12-25T18:34:00.003+08:00

We did a number of things yesterday/today.
We played board games @ Mindcafe, i never thought we could have such fun :D
Then we went to Somerset, and everyone ran in the rain, headed to Heeren.
It was frikkin' cold in there and the rain somehow spoiled the initial mood for Christmas.
We waited for an hour before eating at Din Tai Feng, 8 of us.
Zhongting bought a couple of things and i-forgot-who suggested for us to take neoprints.
It was hilarious inside the booth, but it was really fun :)
After that, we went to the arcade while waiting for Desmond and his family.
We sat around and did nothing until 12 plus AM before they came.
Some wanted to watch Ip Man (Eep Mun), some wanted to watch Twilight.
But we received a call to check the timing for Bedtime Stories. Lol!
Yes, because Angel would be around. But somehow we watched Ip Man instead, at 1.55 AM.
In the beginning, some of us thought that Ip Man was some boring cheeeeena show.
We were wrong, of course, and we enjoyed it pretty much :)
After the show, we went to have supper and they talked about lame jokes.
Whatever we did after that was rather blur, we just walked around aimlessly.
Waited for the first train home and people were falling asleep.
I had gastric pain on the way back, tysm Shengwei for the pills!
(I think it is acting up again. Screeeeeeeeew D:)
Met Yuecheng and Nicholas at Bedok Interchange.
Nicholas took 16 home and we supposedly were waiting for 66.
But it was taking 300 years to arrive, so i accompanied Yuecheng to go get his basketball stuff.
And we took 66, then we talked about a number of people. And things. Lol.
After that he went to have breakfast/school for training.
I washed up, chat a little on MSN with Ahhwee and Benjamin then i went to sleeeeeeeep!

Thanks people, for the Christmas Eve/Christmas night out :)

And i'm craving for Colaaa.
And i need a new blogskin.
And i haven't eaten :/

Bill's voice... Captivating.
<3

HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE!!!!

2008-12-24T00:23:00.002+08:00

Okay, a quick one because i'm very tired!

I went to a lot of places today with D to get gifts for his family!
It was SO Christmasy! And we soaked in the happiness of shopping! :D
He was so rich that he just 'Nets It!' everywhere we went lor.
Takashimaya>Paragon>Raffles City>Marina Square.
Just for Takashimaya, we spent 2 whole hours there.
We went to almost all the branded shops. Whoa, madness.
Everyones busy shopping and they all looked so happy :D

I wish i had the money to spend lah :(

Anyway, D paid for dinner and i got my first Christmas gift this year :D
And i opened the gift already! :X hehe. IT IS SO CUTE. :D TYSMMMMMM!
But your letter abit............ I don't have 7 ex-boyfriends lah! Don't believe J and his nonsense, :P
We just HAVE TO go shopping/gift-wrapping together again, damn fun! :D

I regret not having taken up any jobs before Christmas.
Which explains the lack of gifts this year.
Sorry to the few people who got/will get me something.
You know i still love you even though i don't have money this season.
HAHA.

:) BE MERRY, EVERYONE! ITS POPS' BIRTHDAY TOMORROW!
Hes the reason for this season, <33333

HAHAHA!

2008-12-23T01:54:00.001+08:00

THANK YOU SO MUCH, CHARIS, ILY LAH!
HAHA :D

To hell?

2008-12-22T20:20:00.002+08:00

If you're out to spite me, you've nailed it.
If you wanna show me how well you are without me, i can really tell.
If you meant to make me cry, you did a really good job. AGAIN.
If you just wanna make me feel more miserable, yeah you succeeded.

If ever thinking about giving us another try was stupid..
And after seeing how well you are without me.. YES I FUCKING AM.
There is just this limit to how far you can push me.
Guess how far you shoved me away to?
It is as far as giving me another choice, an easier way out.
To try also, but it is to try to forget all we went through.
Oh, no, no pretending, pretending is knowing it exist but act like you don't.
And just take it as nothing ever fucking happened.

Sounds good.

And usually my tries work very well.
So well, that i won't be able to recognise you the next time i see you.
:)

Ty Charis, Dumbdumb and Zhongting, for listening.
<3

Much appreciated <3

2008-12-22T00:38:00.002+08:00

I MUST post even though i'm half-asleep already.

I met my favourite soccer boys and Junsi before we went to Buang Kok's IMH.
That sentence sounded weird, but yeah, they went there for a soccer match.
Don't lose hope guys! Jiayou! :D No matter the result, they are still my favourite soccer team :D
The morning was LONG and dreadful. But the last match was just awesome.
And Zhong, i'm still waiting for the goal you promised me.
Haha!

After that, Zhong's dad sent us to Tampines Safra, where we took a bus home.
It was a really tortourous bus ride, because i was fighting with the sleep monster.
Luckily i didn't fall asleep but i lost the moment i reached home.
Had a really short nap, around 40 minutes, and i got ready to meet a few of them.
Met Yankai at Bedok Interchange, followed by Wilson, Yongding and Weishen.
The bus ride was long, but there was 'entertainment' :P

The 'entertainment' didn't stop until we met Zhongting, Jason, Youfeng, Tianloke and Guozhu.
We sat down for a while in the stadium then Zhongting, Jason and i went to Kallang Leisure Park.
Photo-hunt was FUN! Haha! And they played some street-fighter game while i watched.
SEVEN-ELEVEN! Slurpeeeeeeeeeeee, Jason even refilled :X
We went back and soon, the match began. The match sucked big time though.
And i just found out that Darryl Chua was there too! Lol.
After the match, we WALKED to Old Airport Road.
Ate our dinner and Zhong cabbed us home. Thanks again~ hehe.

Well, that was how i spent my 'Dong Zi'.
Special ain't it? Thanks to the 9 guys, especially Jason and Zhongting!
Although i'm totally drained...

We should hang out more, <3

And thank you, Junsi, for sacrificing your sleep for me :)
If not i would've been bored to deaaaath.
Also, for the little chat we had over lunch, hehe.

OK, BAI!

-

2008-12-21T05:10:00.003+08:00

I haven't slept a wink, BUT
I am still going to Hougang to support them although i am very very VERY tired.
(Touched? Must be. Lol.)

Seventy more minutes until i leave house to meet them people.
Twenty more minutes until i take a shower.

Theres Tang Yuan to eat tomorrow!
Mommy is cooking! :D :D
<3

-

2008-12-21T00:21:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is some festival, and everyones celebrating with their families..
Truth be told, i've never liked festivals since January 10, 2007.
I wonder how tomorrow will go.. What will i do..

Will you be my Suiteheart?

2008-12-20T14:55:00.002+08:00

Whoever called me @ 9 plus in the morning? (Home number)
Call me again, if urgent. If not, why did you call me @ 9 plus in the morning for?!

Central l8r. With Charis.
I think i'm gonna make her get the HUGE lollipop we got about a year ago!
We took 2-3 hours to finish it. Haha!
I miss eating lollipops.

:}

I'm stuck.
Idk what to blog about :/
Ok, you know what to do.

BAI :D

-

2008-12-19T23:35:00.004+08:00

Kristen Stewart, also known as Isabella Swan in Twilight, caught smoking weed.
She is not so perfect after all huh?

Truth be told, i'm lying.

2008-12-19T15:19:00.002+08:00

My personal therapy:
Charis+Sushi+Susu+Twilight+iPod Touch+Christmas excitement+Heart2heart talks+MORE.
Josh belly+Phone call+Heart2heart talks+Cry+Listen+Learn+Talk cock+Laughhhhh.
Mom+Late-night supper+Heart2heart talks+Butter cookies+Lindt chocolate+Lovelovelove.

What should i ever do, if life gave anyone of you a miss? :')

I have finally updated my playlist!
It is mostly about TAI.
Obsession, honey, obsession :)

I thought today was Saturday already. Lol.
But who really cares about the day/date when its the holidays?

Oh yes,
'Grats to D, J, and the 97% of 'em who were able to make it to SEC 5!
So proud of all of you! Your last lap is coming and the race begins on January the second, 2009.
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

Hehe hehe. Happy happy happy.

CHARIS, WHERE'D YOU GO, I MISS YOU SOOOOOO! :(
Lets go catch Yes Man! :D You can't say no~
You flew my plane for Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snoggings lorrrrrr! D:

CHRISTMAS IS IN 6 DAYS!
POPS' BIRTHDAY (L)

Come back later k, BAI!

-

2008-12-19T00:59:00.003+08:00

The one whom i constantly ask him to quit smoking, i hope one day you really do.
You're really important to me because we're close friends and we spend saturday nights together.
I really care for you, i don't want you to suffer when you get older.
It really hurts me to see people harming themselves..
Because i love them too much to see harm be inflicted onto them..

I'm crying over the phone.
Fuck it, seriously, FUCK IT.

-

2008-12-19T00:29:00.002+08:00

Even though i still accept my friends if they smoke..
BUT WHY THE FUCKING HELL IS EVERYONE SMOKING?!

Life is short, TRY EVERYTHING!

2008-12-18T02:51:00.005+08:00

We, Charis and i, begin so frikkin' bored, talked about throwing up(s). Haha!
It kind of interesting now that quite a number of people are talking about banana and sprite shit.
And we, ARE GOING TO TRY IT! Hahahahahaaaaa.
I believe, no one else (girl/lady/female) in the world will dare to try it with me.

Just imagine!
Stuff yourself with 2 bananas and chug down as many cans of sprite as you can.
In the quickest time possible, of course.

Woo! Sounds like fun? Lol!

"It is a fact that a person cannot drink a gallon of milk in under an hour and not throw up."
We're SO gonna try that too, although we don't exactly know a gallon of milk is how much.
We've seen people do those and threw up, but there ARE people who didn't too.
So we'll just have to try to find out :D Maybe we can film it...... Haha!

JUST JOKING CHARIS! RELAX :P

I'm mad. So is she. But we = fun. Get it? Good. :D

Then we talked about drinking. Alcohol, douh.
She talked about how she gets drunk and what she'll do after shes drunk.
But she didn't allow me to post it out, because its embarrassing...

Cheryl says:
haha!
Cheryl says:
i wonder what i'll do man
Cheryl says:
hahaha
(Charis Pillowface) says:
I think you'll just smile laugh, grabs _____ and french
Cheryl says:
:O!
Cheryl says:
french
(Charis Pillowface) says:
LOL
(Charis Pillowface) says:
_____ ):
(Charis Pillowface) says:
______'s a bad kisser.
(Charis Pillowface) says:
LOL
(Charis Pillowface) says:
Ok joking
Cheryl says:
HAHAHA!
(Charis Pillowface) says:
No ______ is the worst
(Charis Pillowface) says:
Idk lar.
(Charis Pillowface) says:
_____'s priority from now till xmas

All blanks are of different people.
And different people whom you all don't know.
Except the two of us. HAHA >D
It gets kind of fun.. Although its an inside joke.
One that you'll never understand.
LOL

Yeah, girls DO talk about guys, and how they kiss, just live with it.
And even more explicit stuff lorrrrrr. Lol!
It is an open secret, even though most guys don't know until... Maybe now?

Don't flick my forehead!
I think this post is pretty awesome.
And i think i'll french you first if i ever get drunk, Charis.
LOL, just joking :D

I love you so much, Charis, thanks for the fun and laughter today!!
But i love Bill and TAI more :P :P :P

I can feel the adrenaline running through my veins

2008-12-17T18:47:00.002+08:00

I...

IS READY TO GO OUT!
Was feeling really tired and looked like some retard who hasn't slept for days.
But dumbdumb said that it is better to go out than staying at home, thinking of nonsense.
Charis and i wanted to go to the w/e villa. But screw it, i don't even know if its under renovation or not.
Am going to take a bus to meet Charis.
THEN WE'RE GOING TO ____ FOR DINNER! WOOOOOOO.
Food therapy :)

We're going to... (NOT GONNA TELL YOU) after that.
Lol, remember, FREE HUGS FOR CHRISTMAS!
Also, listen to Who Am I by Casting Crowns.

Get addicted, bitches, you know i love you :)

I knew what to say..

2008-12-17T02:43:00.002+08:00

"THE ACADEMY WAS... THE ACADEMY WAS...!!!"
TAI is the awesomest band. My faaaavourite!
Thanks Bill, for hosting that vid, i love you so much!
It made me smile, almost instantly.

You were great, SEE YOU ON NEW YEAR'S EVE!
<3

I coughed blood. Fuck it.

4th post today :O!

2008-12-16T23:44:00.002+08:00

Charis and i will be traveling all around Singapore tomorrow! :D
We were so bored that we came up with something ridiculous, yet fun..!
FREE HUGS FOR CHRISTMAS ON CHRISTMAS EVE! :D
(Given that you can locate us on Christmas Eve.)

(Edit)

I am single.
No questions asked.

Do you have what it takes?

2008-12-16T21:55:00.003+08:00

Bella - "Are you going to tell me how you stopped the van?"
Edward - "Yeah. Um... I had an adrenaline rush. It's very common. You can Google it."

Edward - "I don't have the strength to stay away from you anymore."
Bella - "Then don't."

Edward - "And so the lion fell in love with the lamb."
Bella - "What a stupid lamb."
Edward - "What a sick, masochistic lion."

Edward - "That's what you dream about? Being a monster?"
Bella - "I dream about being with you forever."

You only need to watch once, just once, it'll get you hooked!
I love the way Edward Cullen made Bella dance with him.
Edward Cullen simply made human guys lose their attraction.
I repeat, Edward Cullen, not Robert Pattison. Haha.

Oh yes, i hate guys who obviously wants to know you better, but 'makes' you take the initiative.
In case you forgot, guys are supposed to take the initiative, but its okay.
Because i'm not the least bit interested in you, and you can continue to be a loser.

:)

I just hate jerks, okay? Live with it.

Now you see me, now you don't!

2008-12-16T15:47:00.004+08:00

1. Who was the last person you were under a blanket with?
My momma.

2. Has anybody ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
Eyes, no.
Lips, yes. :)

3. Do you like to cuddle?
Yeah..

4. Do you like your life as of now?
NO.
Fuck it.

5. Who's car were you last in?
Some cab with Charis, Zhongting and Guozhu.

6. Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
Nope.

7. What color is your hair?
A really obvious shade of brown.

8. What are you excited about?
Hmm. If you'd drink with me, :)
(The 'you' is subjective, not objective.)

9. Was the first person you talked to today male or female?
Female, but i can't remember who.

10. Do you still talk to the last person you kissed?
No.
Although i can't remember who it was.

11. Are you a morning person or a night?
Night.
Nobody is ever the morning type anymore.

12. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Plenty. :)

13. Where did you buy the shirt you're wearing now?
I can't remember.

14. Ever kissed someone who smokes?
Yeah.

15. Is someone on your mind right now?
Sure.

16. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Nope.

17. Do you believe in love?
Haha, good question.

18. Do you miss anyone?
Of course. Charis, and the guys.
Because we missed meeting up yesterday.

19. What's the closest red object to you?
My mug.

20. Do you live near your best friend?
Who is my best friend? I don't even know.
I have many good friends though.. Charis, Dumbdumb, D...

21. Have you ever had a surprise birthday party?
Oh, nah.

22. Do you get along better with girls or boys?
BOYS BOYS BOYS GUYS GUYS GUYS!
ITS TIME TO FUCKING GET OVER IT, YOU MOTHERFUCKING LOSERS WHO USED TO KEEP ACCUSING ME OF 'NOT BEING MYSELF' WHEN I START TO HANG OUT WITH GUYS INSTEAD OF YOU, BACKSTABBING BITCHES!
I DON'T THINK I'LL EVER FORGET ALL THOSE FALSE ACCUSATIONS LORRRR.

Don't act nice with me. You know who you are. Jweebye.
And i'm glad to let you know that ALL OF YOU are the reason why i disappeared since the beginning of 2008.
I was bloody backstabbed like no government lor.

Long answer. HAHA. :)

23. Last person you took a nap with & where?
-

24. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
I came across this survey @ friendster and i HAD to do it because of qn 22.
:)

25. Has a girl ever slapped you?
Nope.

26. Are you there for your friends?
It depends whether they ever treated me like their friend.

27. Who told you they loved you last?
A really nice friend :)

28. Did your day suck?
Kinda.

29. Do you find it romantic when a guy/girl whispers in your ear?
-.-

30. Do you think the last person you kissed cares for you?
I told you, i can't remember who i kissed.

31. Are you starting to realize anything?
Nothing about the last person i kissed.

32. Did you go out or stay in last night?
Stayed in.

33. Did you kiss or make out with anyone today?
Nope.

34. Have you ever snuggled with someone you weren't dating?
HAHA. Yes.

35. Group dates or single dates?
It depends.

36. Do you like the weather?
NO.

37. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that's uncomfortable?
Nope.

38. Would you ever leave the house without make-up on?
Yeahhhh.

39. Walmart or Target?
-

40. Do you wear collared shirts?
Seldom.

41. Do you freak out if you miss your favorite show?
Not really.
Just go online and search for that episode. Lol.

42. Do you yell a lot?
If i'm mad.

43. Do you think you'll be in a relationship 2 months from now?
-

44. Did you get any compliments today?
Nope.

45. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
NO, FUCK NO.

46. Do you save your money or spend it when you get your hands on it?
Spend.

47. Have you hugged anyone in the last 12 hours?
Nope.

48. Soft bed or firm?
I'd prefer a soft one.

49. Would you rather stay home all day, or be out and about?
BE OUT AND ABOUT!

50. Are you close to your Mom and Dad?
Mom yeah, Dad died.
HAHA, kidding :)

51. Is there anyone that you regret ever meeting?
YES, SO TOTALLY!

52. Would you rather have room mates or live alone?
Room mates.

53. If you found out that you were going to be a parent, what would you do?
-.-

54. Are you satisfied with your life right now?
Nope.

56. Do you drop your friends if they become too much of a problem for you?
Yes.
I don't live to please people.
Oh come on, do you?
-.-

57. There's a burgler behind you, what would you grab to hit them with?
Whatever that can knock him out, obviously.

(?)

2008-12-16T13:55:00.003+08:00

I am so bored...

Christmas is coming! :D
Everyones getting iPod touch except me, so frikkin unfair lor!
You can be really awesome to get me an iPod touch for Christmas!
Or you can be the dearest when you get me an iPhone for Christmas!
Hahahaaaa. I am just kiddin'~

My memory card is full. :/ F480 sucks!!!! :( should've insisted on getting an iPhone!
Y'see how much i need an iPod touch/iPhone now? :P
And i didn't know Britney Spears is that good. She lives up to her name i guess, Pop Princess.
Speaking of music.... Just WHEN is TAI coming to singapore?! :(

Didn't go yesterday night, not going tonight, but i'm going next weeeeeeek.
And D never fails to shock the crap out of me every morning.
This morning was just.. absurd. Lol!

J was so bored, he came to disturb me ._.
He called me dumb just now when i didn't know what HSA was .~.
I may have became dumb because dumbdumb kept calling me dumb.
Hmmmm.. Dumbdumb owes me a lot, A LOT, of supper!! :D
If next year, we so happen to move to the same areaaaa.........
HAHA, he is SO dead. xD

I'm gonna get the DVD for some special people in my life.
Its too amazing to miss it, its God's Protection Plan.
If i didn't get it for you, go buy yourself ok!
Rock Bookshop, Suntec City Tower 4, Level 3
Its aired in the US anyway.
If you're in the US, catch it, you MUST catch it!
:)

Charis is nut. HAHA.
We were talking about Guy A and Guy B.
She happily imagined the situation for me to laugh my ass out at.
Allow me to show you her illustration!

(Charis Pillowface) says:
A: B told me that he wants to date you, but hor i tell you. If you accept him, is like commiting yourself to one tree. CANNOT BECAUSE OF ONE TREE, GIVE UP THE ENTIRE FOREST. So hor i tell you, im gonna betray him and snatch you from him. (Shy shy face)

HAHAHAHAHAAAAARGHHHHHAGSHJASKJDS!!
If you don't get it, TOO BAD.
........

After all the laughing, it goes back to square one.
Screw it. I was having fun posting like an idiot.
But i just HAD to remind myself of the not-so-good side of life.
(Sigh) K, i have nothing more for you.

Lets go drinking? :)

Wheeeeeeeeeeeee! x)

2008-12-15T23:33:00.002+08:00

Dinner was GREAT! :D We ate at Yuki-yaki!

And we had to wait for 45 minutes before we could get a table!

Total 6 people, Momma, sis, me and 3 of momma's god-son, Mao, Wen and Pang! :D

I LOVEEE Mao and Wen's hair! Mao's curly wurly hair and Wen's half-BLEACHED hair! :(

They kept grabbing for food to eat, and eventually realised that we can't finish it.

So Maomao sneakily took a plate of food to the counter and left it there.

Then after that, there was this conversation btwn Maomao and the waiter..

Mao: What happens if we can't finish the food we took?

Waiter: You can just leave it on your table.

Mao: Is it going to be your dinner?

LOL.

We laughed a lot and maomao is seriously entertaining. :D

He don't know how to use my phone, we all laughed at him :P

And he don't know how to use chopsticks!! HEHE.

Even though a lot of people forgot your birthday..

(To hell w/ them!) i really hope you had fun with us :)

Happy Birthday again, Momma, <3!!

-

2008-12-15T17:29:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMAAAA!

CHEER UP, CHARIS WONG AND GET WELL SOON, D!

K, BAI! :D

Wicked golden brown eyes

2008-12-15T02:30:00.003+08:00

Quick update! I'm tired, and sick (still)

I was woken up @ 9 AM in the morning by Mr Wee!

Went to church, it was.. Awesome :)

I WANT TO GET "GOD'S PROTECTION PLAN" DVD!

So anyway, after service i met Charis.

Hung around Marina Square, caught a movie.

Although it was 10 frikkin' dollars, but it was well-worth it.

After the movie we saw Tianloke, Zhongting and Yankai.

When Charis and i decided to go home, they called us up to ask us to go to K-box.

So, we went. Haha! Then they were teasing and laughing all around.

It was rather fun laughing at their actions. :)

Jason and Guozhu came also. 7 people in a small room listening to chinese music.

Tianloke attempted to sing english songs though...... You should know what happened after that. LOL.

And i reached home slightly after 1 AM.

Thanks for asking me along to church.

Thanks for accompanying me after church.

Thanks for catching that movie with me.

Thanks for going to K-box with me.

Thanks for initiating a sudden get-together.

Thanks for cabbing us home.

我生病了，也累垮了... 不想想，也不想烦了...

怎么说，我从来也没有得过我所要的结果...

我觉得我变了... 因为我已经开始接受短占的乐趣...

不管什么幸福，爱情，依赖，永远，都是不可能的...

说到底，其实爱情白痴是... 我.

哇！其实我的华文程度提高了许多~

Must be because of today's K-box session filled w/ cheena songz!

I'd rather be a potato..

T-t-t-t-t-throw up?

2008-12-13T23:00:00.003+08:00

If you've been watching my blog -- profile, you should already know i lost my voice.

I seriously wonder if it was all the laughter i had in the past few days. Heh.

And i woke up at 9 plus today! 9 plus in the morning, MORNING! Lol.

Hint: Today was filled with confessions anyway.

(You won't know what hint is that to also, lol!)

I still feel like throwing up :/ Queasy peasy measy~

I'd rather be able to throw up than be stuck in between of no where!

12 more days to Christmas! Woo.

2008-12-13T16:21:00.004+08:00

I'm.. Tired. And sick. But extremely happy at the same time!

I can't let you know that, if not i'll be exposing myself. Hehe.

I'll never expect days like this to be so entertaining.

So yesterday, i met Junsi, Kairui and Irwin.

Bedok Interchange>East Coast>Starbucks>Old HK Cafe>HOME!

I spent almost 20 buckz on all the fooooooood and cabbing :(

The conversation outside Old HK Cafe made me laughed like mad.

Our talk was all about Clubbing/Night Life.

But they made it funny as hell!

Can the weather return back to normal soon..?

Waking up with a cracked throat sox. :(

I tried talking to my mum, the moment i woke up,

But i coughed for a good 3 minutes continuously instead!

Hmm..

Just now i saw D's photo, when he was younger, on some guy's friendster.

His hair was damn cute!! HAHA. I FLIPPED :P damn evil, i know.

And D, how can you date someone and don't intend to show up?

Next time cannot accept your dates alr~ Lol!

YES, CHARIS, LETS GO OUT SOON.

CHRISTMAS IS COMING! HE-HE~

I have nothing more for you, check back l8r!

Or tomorrow. Kthxbai.

The Museum Of Broken Souls

2008-12-12T19:35:00.002+08:00

Starbucks and Old HK l8r!!

Hope to meet D again soon, haha, right good friend?

And Dumbdumb! D is not for dumbdumb anyway.

Two different people, lol.

K, BAI!

-

2008-12-12T02:05:00.002+08:00

Thanks D and J for the.. Weird conversation on MSN.

It was entertaining. :)

Words can't describe...

2008-12-11T02:14:00.002+08:00

(It is all going to be rants, you don't have to read, its just for my own viewing pleasure.)

I'm not gonna lie about such things because this is rather serious and it is bugging the fuck outta me. I've been crying for the past few days. Over a variety of things and i'm not kidding. I couldn't even remember what made me can't eat and sleep properly. I began with the inability to sleep at proper timings. Then the length of my sleep shortens every night after. That is not the worst. The inability to eat came. Now it became the inability to feel hungry. All in all, i feel fucking tired but when the moment i lie on the bed, i can't sleep anymore and i don't feel the least bit of hunger, so obviously, i haven't been eating properly. I've become so emotionally weak that i cry and cry and cry when someone brings up any of the things that are bothering me. Last night when i was on my way to meet my cousins, i was sobbing really badly on the MRT. I felt fucking bothered. When i reached Cityhall, i missed a couple of trains just to stop myself from looking ridiculous before meeting my cousins. Once i met them, i had to put up a smile. I was listening to my cousin talking non-stop because she was excited. But my mind was filled with other things. I almost teared but i responded to her excitement which got off the feeling of crying. Then there was some drinking involved. But it wasn't much anyway. Although i had the chance to get myself drunk like nobody's business, but i chose not to, because i don't want to make the people around me worry and i don't wanna actually sit down and explain what the fuck is wrong. I haven't told anyone about all these shit and i don't know how and who to tell 'em to. I felt slightly comforted when D and gang talked to us, when we just sat around and talked. Of course, with D's overwhelming care, the night got better. It was then, i stopped thinking and just lived the moment. But happiness was short-lived. We had to go home to get some rest. And i finally fell asleep at 5 plus in the morning after being awake for God-knows-how-many days. It used to be like, the feelings come and go. Now the feelings came and never left. D texted me first thing in the morning, and i replied at around 3 plus when i woke up. It was rather funny to see that kind of text and having to reply in such a weird manner. Today was alright, being at my cousin's house made me feel a little more occupied, lesser time to think, more time to... Watch TV together. Lol. Anyway, as it got later into the night, D wanted to catch some shut-eye. Thanks for the concern today again. I feel like a kid around you, haha. I know everyone used to look at me as a kid, but things became different. I don't want to continue to fall sick or feeling fucked up anymore. I'm sick of it. Somehow, all i can do is keep repeating that i'm sick of it and nothing more. I think i'm in the state of confusion and probably depression.

I think i was right... The last thing i need is another episode.

Chuck.

2008-12-10T17:10:00.003+08:00

Hmmm..

I went out last night, met up with Shuyan, Liqin and Shaoyu. When we reached that place, got the tix and went to walk around. There was nothing much to do and i went in before D came. Then D brought his friends. He said 1 or 2, but i think 5 came or smt. Nice people :) and i had fun. D was super caring, haha, for the first time! Although i haven't seen him for almost a year already. Tysm, D, I, J and gang for taking extra care of us when we were there :) We went home at around 3. I crashed at my cousin's. We were all already in bed by 4, but i think i was the last to fall asleep. I slept at 5 plus. D:

I didn't really eat anything for the whole of ystd :/ Today, i ate instant noodles, haha! D was like, "Instant noodles?!! Not healthy leh. Especially since your not feeling well. Go eat proper la." :) It has been so long since anyone talked to me like that. Lolol. I wasn't hungry when i woke up, yknow. So i just ate for the sake of having not eaten anything for 2 days.

Hehe. Okay, post again l8r :D

Why is life so sad..?

2008-12-09T15:21:00.002+08:00

Sometime next week.. Lets race through the wind.
Or sit the entire night out, anywhere.
This is killing me.

Screw it screw it screw it!!

Cheer up, all you sad people!
We can all be good (and sad) friends.
(Sigh)

Anw, Sex On Fire is the sex.
& Starbucks l8r. Woo.

Tomorrow doesn't look good either

2008-12-08T22:07:00.004+08:00

I'm blogging even though i have nothing to blog about. Lololol.

Nothing interesting happened today.
I watched Son Of The Mask.
I forgot the rest. Lol.

No, i didn't go out.
And i think i'm _______________ D:
I'm serious.

(yawnz)

Check back tomorrow.
Kthxbailuvu.

Can't eat can't sleep,
CHUCKING NO LIFE :(

I don't know what title to give for this post :(

2008-12-08T00:34:00.003+08:00

Momma wants me to sleep before 1 AM.
Is she being ridiculous or is she being ridiculous?
.___.

I guess i'll be texting away the entire night. I need to find people who can't sleep at proper timing, like me. So we can text like mad! :} Like a few days ago with Dumbdumb, it was crazy~ Hmm. I was bored to the extent that i was watching soccer on channel 5 :( But i must say, it was rather exciting! I LOOOVE EXCITING STUFF! :D No, i don't love soccer. Haha :D Singapore was awesome today against Myanmar. Especially when Singapore got the immediate free kick although their number 7 was down on the ground, rolling in extreeeeeme pain, they just went for it! WOO! 3:1, Singapore OWNED! Myanmar was upset. And their goalie pushed the referee, red card!! The stadium was roaring so fiercely then. You can practically feel the tension through the TV. Haha! It was fun :)

LIFE @ HOME DOING NOTHING EXCEPT WATCHING TV SUCKS.
>:(

Dumbdumb fainted. :( haha! Kidding. But idk what happened to him. No replies from him yet. I think he fell asleep again.. Or busy with work. Hmmmmmmmmmmmm... Meeting Charis tomorrow! Job hunt~ We're not giving up! HAHA. Anw, have you decided to get red hair yet? Oh c'mon~ :D :D hehe. Oh, and i talked to Cheryl online. LOL, it sounds weird~ Well, shes VERY interesting :) i wish i had her photography skills! :( and be able to have fun overseaaaas! (envious envious)

Its almost 1 AM, i shall go to bed and toss around until....
The next morning. :(

Life. Is. Sad.

Lizard+Kidding = Mercury. LOL.

2008-12-07T01:39:00.005+08:00

It is still quite early and i can't seem to fall asleep. My mind is pretty clear now. Somehow, i'm always feeling fucking down @ frikkin' midnight, EVERY night. I'm very sick of it, seriously. But i can't help it. I don't know how to talk to anyone about it, because i don't know how to even begin. I really have no idea why am i feeling this way every single night. I wish i have an answer, so i can stop thinking about sh*t when i'm supposed to be sleeping and spend some time in the day doing nothing. I've been doing nothing but i wake up at around 6 PM practically everyday. I have my reasons anyway.

Jelly Belly called.

This first, say, 30 minutes was about crap and more crap. Then he talked to me about someone. When he told me about his friend's story, it sounded like a drama. But it was true. HAHA! I just heard this from his friend: "Wiping your ass lah, cause your ass is so big" Well, hes gaming, and talking to me on the phone. I think he'll kill me if he ever read this. It is really funny to hear stuff from him when he is gaming. There are more explicit stuff which i shall not reveal. Now hes laughing like... No words can describe his laughter, seriously. Hes making me laugh when he laughs. He never laughs like that, not that i know of. Haha. I can't believe he was the one who went, "Go to adv camp 1 lah, go to adv camp 1 leh, go to adv camp 1 lah, go to adv camp 1 leh." He can go on and on for A WEEK or until i agreed, actually. He is, i dare day, the most awesome big brother i can ever meet. :) I think i'm happier already, after talking to him for 3 hours 12 minutes and 52 seconds. I feel like a kid when i'm talking to him/out with him. (Although it has been SO long)

Its 4.09 AM. I am currently..

Doing: Typing this and talking to Dumbdumb on MSN and Jellybelly on the phone
Eating: Cadbury Milk Chocolate
Drinking: Pokka Green Tea

Then i forgot that i have yet to complete this blog post until very long later :)

To end off...
Thanks for accompanying me when i can't sleep! :D
Gnight, Dumbdumb!

It is 5.05 AM and i started at 1.39 AM?

TBH, after i'm put back into silence, i really wanna cry.

Dumdumdummm..

2008-12-05T22:18:00.002+08:00

Like many others, we caught Wild Child a few days back :)
Charis and i was walking around, just looking for something to eat.
We ended up @ Shaw House. Then unknowingly, Lido Theater.
And we saw Yuecheng there :)
Wild Child is definitely worth the watch! Go catch it!
I think that it is rather foolish for the movie to be rated with Some Sexual References.
Just because Emma Roberts pointed her middle finger at someone..?
(That scene was hilarious anyway)

We talked about Christmas haircuts just now.
New hairstyle, new colour, new Christmas :)
For a moment there, i wanted to snip off my long hair.
And get really really short hair, easier to manage, right?
It is time for a dramatic change, right?!
He he he.

I am very excited about Christmas yo!
Also, the new hairstyle+colour i'm gonna get.
I hope Charis gets red hair. Then i can get ash blonde.
We'd look SO good next to each other. Christmas much. HAHA.
CNY and National Day too! :X

Just ignore me, i'm mad about Christmas :D

Can you feel it...?

2008-12-05T17:00:00.003+08:00

Image: Lostclip

Precious much.

2008-12-05T16:48:00.002+08:00

I somehow still prefer this blogskin.
Well, a new back-drop. Shes gorgeous, ain't she? :)
Also, a new song.

I had this very song on repeat for the entire night, until my cell went dead.
Then, all i could hear is the painful silence that fills the room through the breaking of dawn.
And as i lay awake, i've been wondering.. About way too many things.

And i hope i'm back for the long run.

Parties, anyone? :D

2008-11-30T15:02:00.001+08:00

COUNTDOWN?
GATHER CRAZY PEOPLE?
EAT CHRISTMAS COLOURS?
PREZZIE EXCHANGEZ?

>:) hehehe.
Soak yourself FULL for this Christmas.
I am SO excited, are you? :}

Anw..
25 more days to Your birthday!!
It has been quite a while, Pops.

Lifes pickin' up the pace

2008-11-15T17:23:00.002+08:00

Today was super boring (x8746281734!)

I made a new friend yesterday...
Met on 'Tagged' and coincidentally a lot.
We're gonna be one block away soon!
It was kinda freaky @ first.
But it was fun. Haha!

I kind of miss prom :(
And all the crazy dancers there!
Oh yes, and i think i will miss PRATCHAYA too.
:(

Charis is out @ her sis' wedding.
Going somewhere new with her on Monday :D
Explore explore, look look, see see~

I WANT MY SUSHI :(

Is this a trick question?

2008-11-14T17:29:00.004+08:00

I have only one word for Fantasia 2008: "Whoa!!"

I went to Leng lui's house :D
We started to prepare @ 2 plus pm.
We still could not finish by 6 pm! D:
Dropped the Fedora, picked up wax!
:D i took very long to do up my hair.
And everything lay flat here and there.

We took a cab with Sansan and Xuleng.
Met Aqmal, Maisul, Syed, Kamal, Eric and Lionel.
The moment we reached the hotel,
We all headed for the toilet! (laughs)

TBH, i couldn't really recognise most people that night.

Now.. For the programme..
It was madness, especially the dance floor finale!
Everyone was dancing to the music.
Almost like clubbing, just almost. HAHA (:
The not-so-clubbing part is the non-alcoholic part.
(Snap snap snap!) Hell-a-lot of photos!
We had to drag people out of the crowd, just to take a photo!
It was just really really crazy in there.
And we could tell that we all had all the fun in the world :)

There was indeed a lot of photos taken!
Because all of us ran around to take random photos :D
But to protect the unglamorous side of most people.....
Only some of the photos are up on Facebook! :}

And i've tagged those on my friend list.
Those who are in those photos, in my friend list,
And not tagged, leave me a message! :)
Remember to tag me if you have my photos!

Lastly, i'll miss all of you! :')
And tysm, Charis, for everythingggg! :D

Sushi soon, leng lui~
(L)!

:O!

2008-11-12T15:22:00.001+08:00

Its raining heavily! D: The thunder is facking scary.
Sounding like no government. -.-

Uhm.

I'm itching to catch [REC]! :3 but i'm broke like fack ._.

Kyle~ When are you coming to Singapore!! :( :(
Will you drop by UK in the next few months?
I wanna seeeeeeeeee you~ (jumps around!)

Cashmere Mafia! :O Is it worth watching? Lol.
I already have a long string of series to complete :P
Madness~

Will be roaming around aimlessly tonight with leng lui.
Off to Aunt's for lunch first.
<3

It is (finally) OVER!!

2008-11-11T10:22:00.002+08:00

Yes, the last paper is over.
And i have no comments about it.
:)

Tag replies!! :)

Junsi - Haha! Yup, honoured~
Jinghui - Thanks :)
Charis - Prom is fun to a higher level now! :D :D
Zhiyun - It was alright lah, hahaha.
Yankai - Tagged you back alr :)
Kevin - Want me to link you, you still so guai lan? Lol.
Besty - No, i won't and idw to go to ite :) tysm best!
Junsi - Thank you! And saw you alr :3
Youfeng - Thanks laaaa! Haha.
Adeline - Relinked! :) :)
Zhongting - Thank you :D
Zhiyun - Thank you :D
Kevin - Thank you :D
Shirui - Thank you :D
Junsi - Thank you :D
Boyfriend - Thank you :D
Celeste - Thank you :D
Kevin - Link liao lah~ So impatient for what.
Weilin - Relinked :D
Qinghui - Lol! Finally? :) Tag you later~
Yankai - Tag you later also :D hehe.

Uhm. Before i forget, tysm, Steven Lim! for your compliment.
You made our day and it was good to have met you along Orchard road.
But you didn't sound convincing enough.
And TBH, your team didn't really look that attractive. :X

Lalala! No town today w/ Charis D:
Its okay, i love you anw~ This is your fault. HAHA.
Get well soon, leng lui, <3

A-pollo-gheez.

2008-11-10T22:14:00.002+08:00

People people, Madxdecent is finally back up.
But it'll still take sometime before i link/relink and reply your tags.
So, apology much.

Well, most people already had their prom outfit completed.
Yet i'm still running around in circles, haha.
I need to go get my Fedora and all the what-nots.
Also, i've got the sudden urge to cut my fringe.
But i don't wanna look awkward on the big night. >:@

Speaking of getting a hair-cut..
Big bro is going to pay for my hair-cut, and whatever i wanna do to my hair!
(Perm/straighten + dye/highlight/bleach)
Zomg! Suggestions?

Tysm, leng lui, for accompanying me all around orchard.
Leg-breaking-lactic-acidic-experience. (hehe)
And i got what i wanted~ Awesome, awesome :)

Fridays nights, where have you been? :/

To be honest, i kind of missed those times when all of us will meet up after school on a tiring Friday evening, waiting for everyone to turn up, cooking up nonsense to make the last person think that the rest were pissed, yaking away on the train about how sh*ty the week was and laughing the week off. Then we'll jump up and down with laughter, run around in circles and wait for the queue to start moving. Off we go out of the auditorium and settle down @ the same place for dinner every week. Followed by more chatters and we'd go grab some gummies, eat in the auditorium and stuff. After everything, we'd continue to jump up and down and run around in circles, bickering or teasing, you pick. All the way to Cityhall. Then we'd sit on the floor of the MRT and continue talking/yaking/whatever. The chit-chat never stopped until we all parted @ the individual MRT stations that we went home from.

Because of you people, Friday evenings/nights were never lonely.
Cryystal, Wenhui, Zenda, Sheryl, Celeste,
Marlon, Johnathan W, Jack, Joshua, Preston, Jerald.
There were a lot more of course.
Mainly the North, East and Northeast people.

In short, i kind of miss how retarded we'd be together :}

I miss Charis too :)
Sushi, Snapple and Steamed Susu!
I've just noticed, we have the S-diet.
(laughs)

Dion talked to me on MSN just now.
He wanted me to test him on Chemistry.
:/ Sorry dude, imma phys/bio student.
Haha, best of luck anw! :)

LAST PAPER TOMORROW!
LAST PAPER TOMORROW!
LAST PAPER TOMORROW!
LAST PAPER TOMORROW!

(Jumps jumps~)

Clicky -- click click~

2008-10-26T20:33:00.001+08:00

I've been posting @ my livejournal~
But keep the tags comin' in :)

Long overdued!

2008-10-24T20:22:00.002+08:00

Boyfriend - Its okay :) glad you like it~
Yankai - Yup, i'll. Thank you~ Haha.
Boyfriend - I'm trying, dear :) :)
Dionne - Thanks. :)
Youfeng - :) tagged you back alr~
Linda - Welcome! :D more next year. Hehe!
Besty - Hello! Your blog lack updates... :X
Junsi - Welcome! :D :D
Qinghui - Thank you! :) Update leh.
Junsi - Pigs can fly lah. Air pork :} HAHA.
Shengwei - Thanks!! :D don't work too hard~ enjoy more!
Junsi - More to come~ After 'O' level :D :D
Linda - I never bully you~ Omg. Anyhow! :X
Irwin - Tagged you back alr! :)
Yankai - You wanna be the next PCD? :P :P hehehe.
Charis - Yes!! So darn cute :3 i still love sushi(s) more :P
Junsi - Yeah yeah! So totally agree~ :)
Jinghui - Don't EVER scare me like that again! ._. Lol, welcome :)
Zhongting - Thanks :D haha.
Zhiyun - LOL! Yeh. You too~ LAST lap alr! :)
Celeste - Tagged you back alr :)
Wendy - I missed you lah, da jie! Haven't seen you in quite a while~
Yankai - Thanks! :D hahaha. Keep taggin' :)
Yongding - Hello, hello, hello! Thanks :) No need tag 3 times @ one go. :P
Kevin - Thanks :) what happened to your blog huh?
Jinghui - Welcome! :D Anyth for you~ (L)!
Junsi - OKAY OKAY OKAY!! :D So many tag replies to you :X hehe.
Xuleng - Thanks :D

uhm uhm..

2008-10-22T23:01:00.002+08:00

I went to study w/ Charis @ Changi Airport T3.
I was able to absorb. Luckily~
Elective Geography tomorrow..
And i'll be studying w/ her again in the morning.
Until around 1 pm, then head for school.

Uhm, yeah.

1) I was never attached to him.
2) People know no sh*t about us and actually bullsh*t like they knew everything.
3) And where did you get such 'top news' from? BBC or CNA?
4) Fyi: My last relationship ended in December 2007.
5) The only guy i love now is my boyfriend.

Now, does these finally answer all your uncouth questions?

Maybe things were not made clear enough back then.
But never did i know that people would take my issues to bullsh*t.
Tsk. Ftw lah, ftw.

That aside..
People, g'luck for your paper tomorrow!
I (L) you, b!

Textbook Craze

2008-10-22T12:23:00.002+08:00

I am bloggin' on a rainy wednesday morning..
Because baby wanted me to blog~

uhm. So what have i done in the past few days..? :/

18th October -- Happy Birthday Lucas! :)
I can't exactly remember what happened. But..
East Coast>C.N Restr>Starbucks>Old HK Cafe>Home
It was quite a costly night though..
Maybe i was just broke that night :X

19th October -- Day spent @ home, i think.
~~I lost complete memory of what i did. Hehehe.~~

20th October -- Day spent with Baby! :D
Ty for the pink bear and pink rose, dear.
And he wore pink, haha! :D He looked so sweet~
Oh yes, and it was the walk of my life, baby, thank you!
I love you xD

21st October -- English GCE 'O' Level :O
(panic panic) This is the subject that'll either make or break you so bad.
Which explains the sh*tass-nerve-wrecking-wait-for-paper-to-start period.
I was worried. B/c if i get > 3, i can forget about Polytechnic. :[
The paper was... Not very easy :/ So anw, i was on the way home..
And i heard a group of guys discussing about the paper.
"Overwhelmed = Over shocked."
L-O-L people, lol!
I called Jinghui and i was laughing out loud.
:X eh, you can't blame me right..

22nd October -- Today is study-like-a-faggot-for-geography day!!
Wish me luck. Cuz i haven't touched on anyth except Natural Vegetation.
And i think Development and Geography For Food is gonna murder me.
Drop me texts of encouragement! Idw to fail my combined humanities!

Whatever-photos (postponed -- until further notice)
Hahaha! :X

That is about all..

Study hard baby!
I've got your back like how you've got mine :)
(L)!

Graaaa-du-a-tion!!

2008-10-18T14:17:00.002+08:00

(Busy busy)

Ystd was Graduation Day for the Secondary 4 students! :}
Its a pity that our video wasn't showed. The time in the hall was alright..
4/4's speech was awesome! Just the speech made me wanna cry.
I had the best classmates, most whom i'll miss greatly.
Of course, some teachers too. (Esp: Mr LLH)

Photos will be uploaded when i'm back :P

Will be out until.. Dawn. Or later.
With the same people, and probably Lucas!
Call/text when needed! :D

(L)

P/s: This post summarised to the maximum, but i'll post again when i'm back.

Screw loose

2008-10-15T16:29:00.002+08:00

'O' Level Science Practical Examination tomorrow.
(panic panic)

« Zhiyun» Procrastination - The dream killer. says:
hey you need help on bio practical?
Cheryl. says:
haha. yes!
« Zhiyun» Procrastination - The dream killer. says:
what you want to know?
« Zhiyun» Procrastination - The dream killer. says:
lol
« Zhiyun» Procrastination - The dream killer. says:
i think i can help abit
Cheryl. says:
i wanna know why i keep getting 4/15 for bio pract.
Cheryl. says:
HAHA
Cheryl. says:
:X
« Zhiyun» Procrastination - The dream killer. says:
LOL
Cheryl. says:
serious!
Cheryl. says:
hahaha
Cheryl. says:
its always 4!
« Zhiyun» Procrastination - The dream killer. says:
destiny cannot be denied

LOL.

People people, whether you're taking Biology or not..
Just pray that it'll be food test for practical tmr!!!
You'll help a lot of people out for the exam. Seriously.

Not forgetting, do include me in your daily prayers,
For my A(s) from tmr until 11th Nov!!

Tysm, (L)!

Now, for something not so 'O' level-y..
Someone became the hot topic for our class ystd.
I wasn't surprised though. Its only a matter of time.
I pity her. But i still don't like her. Hah.

And i miss Charis :[
I wanna have dinner w/ her again~

I feel your (L)

2008-10-14T23:11:00.002+08:00

Finally some time to blog! :}

Ystd, i went Central w/ Charis~
We were hunting for her dress and searched up and down, left and right!
And we finally found it, its GORGEOUS!
The dress is meant for Charis, no kid :D :D
After which, quality dining!! W/ a charming Manager~
Rightttt Charis? :3 hehe.

Did not turn up for school today.
Last day of intensive tomorrow :/

Went to LJS for lunch with Jinghui and Linda.
Then we headed to Linda's house to grab study material.
And took 196 to East Coast! Studied @ the Burger King.
A few hours later, we went upstairs :X
The guys were lan-ing and we were watching.

Half life and audition-ing. Lol.
They had a lot of fun throwing bugs!
We were all laughing like mad.
More such laughter soon, very soon! :}
8) i had fun w/ Linda, Jinghui, Yankai, Youfeng,
Kairui, Weishen, Yongding, Jason and Lucas!

And sorry Charis, for not accompanying you today.
Next time yes? Have fun @ your sister's wedding tomorrow! :)

(L) you all~ Especially B! :D

Kentang pwns Cheena!

2008-10-12T21:39:00.004+08:00

So.. Speak more English!! :}

I can't wait for next saturday!
Its fun to hang w/ them until early dawn.
(smileeee~)

My favourite photo of the awesome-st peoplez!! :D

Ty, the three of you and Linda, for making my night!!
Baby too!~ (L)

After i went to sleep @ 9+ AM, i woke up an hour or so later.
Continue surfing the net until Linda texted me.
"You free?" You don't have to ask actually, i'm always free for you~
The girls, the guys, Charis and Baby too :)

I went to MP's starbucks w/ Linda @ around 3+ PM.
Yes, starbucks again :X cause she wanted coffee, and i needed coffee.
I looked really listless, cause i didn't get enough sleep. :/
So we talked~ And talked. I tried to cheer her up. I hope i did.
Heh. :} Then we had dinner together. And spent 2 hours in Popular :X

Lalala~

Late-night gossip,

2008-10-12T05:44:00.003+08:00

is the sex yo. :}

Just look @ the time. And i am totally worn out.
Yet i can't sleep. My mom is not feeling well, and shes scaring me.
Now i have to wait for her to wake up to go to the doc's.
But i am frikkin' tired, no kid.

To try to keep myself awake until then, i shall blog!
................

Okay. Recently, i went to McD's with Charis for dinner.
The usual gossip session, and all the sh*t-ass stuff. Awesome.
I love dinner w/ her. And catching up w/ her.
More to come! (grins)

For today, was supposed to meet baby.
But didn't. :/ met Linda and Junsi.
Chit-chat, laugh-laugh w/ Kairui and Irwin too.
1) Starbucks! AWESOME, I TELL YOU!!
2) Waited for a cab for Linda :)
3) Walked around East Coast and took photos! :D :D
4) Walked to the Old Hongkong Cafe. Great!!
(i was damn hungry :X)

Thanks guys for the treat, and the ride home! :D
From 7 pm, all the way until 4.30 AM!
This is what i call, pure enjoyment :)
And obviously, theres A LOT more to come!!
Okay, i'm excited like a kid..
But who cares~~ (grins grins)
Junsi, Kairui and Irwin got me addicted to late-night gossips.
I am soooooo SO dead.

This post is summarised to the max.
I'm too lazy to post in details. :X
I'll post up the photos, when i feel like it :P

ITS SIX OH TWO!~
And i seriously feel like sleeping! >:(

Somethings to clarify:

1) Junsi's "Pigs know how to fly too" meant that she was,
teasing my title: "Only angels know how to fly"

2) Lipase to break down some pig trotter's fats is not talking about you.
Its about the Biology session i had w/ Charis.

Uhm. Please keep your conscience clear.
Instead of accusing us of calling you a pig.
Ty. And the term "pig" is so elementary school.
We wouldn't use that against you, or anyone.
Personally, i prefer to use fat mama(s) instead. (laughs)
:/ do you get my point? We're not talking about you~
(grrrrrrr) idk why am i explaining myself also..

Right now i'm barely awake.
Thats all for now.. (L)

What is there to be envious about?

2008-10-11T13:14:00.003+08:00

Its all staged up for the sake of it.

Now that everything is so clear cut now, it gets really hard for me to believe what i used to believe in anymore. I've come to realise that i only need one best friend. Not ten acquaintances. Even friends have their seasons,

And this season is ending..

----

Sometimes i just wish that one of my friends would tell me that he/she wouldn't know what to do without me.

I need lipase!! :O

2008-10-09T22:38:00.004+08:00

to break down some PIG'S TROTTER'S FATS!!
(I love to study biology w/ Charis~ hehehe)

Today's Maths was super productive!~
The best lesson yet, thank you, Mr Robert Lee!! :)
Uhm. Went for night study also.
Planned to mug like fug for the next few days .__.
Then i met Baby after night study!
He came from his place and sent me home. Haha :}
Thanks my dear, i (L) you~

:) Falkland is teh sex.

When i said don't touch my girls, doesn't mean you can touch their guys.
It happened more than once, or twice, or thrice. Its the 4th time now already?
Third time to Linda. And i hope there won't be a 5th time..?
If you don't believe its the 4th, i can list them out, gladly, in full detail.
Stop doing such things to my girls. STOP!! -.-

Only angels know how to fly.

2008-10-08T20:50:00.002+08:00

Intensive Program today was alright...
Pure history... i didn't get anyth (?) :X
Mother Tongue was FUN! 5 people per class. (laughs)
Biology was frikkin' boring. 2/3 periods was productive tho.
And English Mock Exam was... (sigh) Not as easy. :/
Blah. Tomorrow will be better~

More Intensive Program tomorrow~
Oh ya, and everyones intending to skip Friday. (grrrrr)
I shall turn up for the sake of Mother Tongue Mock Paper
:}

Baby, i miss you! (L)